Hoping for online companionship during my suiciding

[rationaltake]

I'm glad it's all coming together for you. I smiled when I read your post about the flowers. Wishing you calm and peace.

 

[blackwidow]

hope your OK. have you decided what film to watch yet

 

[Theanswer]

Hi - I'm really doing pretty good. I was sad at times today mostly about the life I've had and didn't have but then I change focus to that I will soon be at peace, which helps a lot. Thanks for checking in. Did a few more things today to get ready. And going to save the rest for tomorrow, I'm going to be hanging most of the day, fasting, so need something to do. : ) Nope haven't found a good film. Have to find the running list I kept but haven't find it yet. Any suggestions?!?

On my way out to pick up some salmon and dessert. I decided to bring it back to my hotel room because I don't want to eat around folks who are enjoying themselves and friends, family. Happy for them but I don't need the reminder.