Hopelessness

[cactusflower]

Ive always been on the fence about it but recently with the death of my father and a breakup happening in tandem, it's kind of all imploding now. I feel hopeless with no support system, no one really cares and I see no point to living anymore.

 

[MrDarkness]

I'm sorry that those events had to happen, I'm not gonna say their is hope because I'm not in your shoes, life is a gamble it's either good or shit. I hope though life becomes better for you

 

[Torabol]

True hopelessness is the sinking point for most. Sad to hear you're struggling.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me existence certainly is so cruel after all, I find it awful how existing here can very easily get much worse, just leading to more suffering as a result. But anyway I wish you the best, it must be so dreadful feeling trapped in that situation.

 

[Dizzylady80]

What an awful combination of events! I am so very sorry. Do you have anyone else in your life to be there for you in this dark time?

 

[cactusflower]

What an awful combination of events! I am so very sorry. Do you have anyone else in your life to be there for you in this dark time?

I have my sister back home. But the main issue is I'm far far away from her. She's really the only one Ive got I guess, and even so I feel like I'm being a burden sometimes. I feel like a lot of people would be envious of me because I live completely alone with little to no chance of being caught, were I to ctb. I don't know if I'm quite at that point yet but things definitely don't look very bright.

 

[Nephis]

I hope for you, peaceful travels