I finally got ligature to work for me. But I was kind of half drunk and thought I'll just take a nap then try. But here it is, 4 hours later and I can't commit to it. I just feel nauseated and tired. And I want to go back to sleep. It's so weird, because I want to commit to it. I'm fighting my SI hard. I'm hoping if I just keep trying I'll commit to it eventually. I really want that day to be today
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Pentobarbital_Plz
STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
- Oct 28, 2022
- 275
You have been trying so hard. <3 I hope you find the peace you seek soon.
Would you try the tourniquet method again or do you think you will stick with a ligature?
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,325
It really is like the SI exists just to prolong our torment and keep us trapped here in this horrific world. But anyway, I hope that you find the freedom that you so desperately are looking for, best of luck.
No luck yet.
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