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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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I love you and miss you already.
 
xrafinha

xrafinha

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Mar 29, 2021
87
Amazing how detailed his CTB was. Anyone know his age?

If he was successfull, , may he rest in peace. If not, I'm hoping he will be able to recovery.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
I hope Rue's suffering is over!
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
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I'm really sad I missed saying goodbye, but I hope Rue is at peace. Rue's contribution to SS was monumental and will be sorely missed.
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
Amazing how detailed his CTB was. Anyone know his age?
I believe she/her and I guess 31/32 from the username.

RIP; it must have been awful living with such unrelenting anxiety.
 
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a_defect

Slowly embracing the void.
Apr 17, 2021
6
Rest in peace…
 
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s0_sure

New Member
Apr 10, 2021
3
Amazing how detailed his CTB was. Anyone know his age?

If he was successfull, , may he rest in peace. If not, I'm hoping he will be able to recovery.
"He" was 25
 
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czx85

czx85

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Jun 8, 2019
133
May you rest in peace...
 
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Bigpink

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Oct 12, 2020
706
That was intense, hope you're at peace now Rue ❤️
 
SadJessu

SadJessu

Just tired.
Aug 17, 2020
168
Rest In Peace. I'll miss seeing you here, hope you found what you were looking for. ❤️
 
aminend

aminend

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May 24, 2020
746
U finally did that, I feel more alonees now. I hope u found ur peace now. I hope I find my peace soon
 
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jenny6391bubbles

jenny6391bubbles

a hikikomori waiting to catch the bus
Mar 1, 2021
96
rest in peace, man
 
popcorn

popcorn

Experienced
Dec 20, 2020
298
omg i cant believe rue has gone

rue was a she and early 20s

we exchanged a few messages here and there, i hope she is at peace. feel so sad knowing she was scared in her last moments that's heart breaking tbh :( rip rue
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

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Mar 28, 2021
654
Rest In Peace, Rue.

I never spoke to Rue and didn't know her, but this post was so sad to read. Those last two posts she wrote were heartbreaking.

Rue, I am so sorry life came to this point for you. I am so sorry that you were so scared in your final moments. I am so sorry you endured so much anxiety and fear in your life. I truly hope you are at peace now. You never need to feel such crippling fear ever again :heart:
 
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logan

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May 20, 2021
705
Yes, it was very sad to read.
R.I.P.
 
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ayb

"I'd feel trapped if I couldn't CTB at any time."
Feb 15, 2019
291
Rest in eternal peace.
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
I know it goes against the grain but every time I see Rue's avatar, deep down I hope he's back saying sorry, my mum came home and I couldn't go through with it and she caught me with my SN and confiscated my computer.

I know it's really sad young people CTB but with the failed attempts and the honesty, the cute avatar, and watching Rue die on the hunger games, I wish it never happened and could have found a way to have a great life.

So my final farewell Rue, RIP, and here's your 3 finger salute.



Cheers

Geo
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
I know it goes against the grain but every time I see Rue's avatar, deep down I hope he's back saying sorry, my mum came home and I couldn't go through with it and she caught me with my SN and confiscated my computer.

I know it's really sad young people CTB but with the failed attempts and the honesty, the cute avatar, and watching Rue die on the hunger games, I wish it never happened and could have found a way to have a great life.

So my final farewell Rue, RIP, and here's your 3 finger salute.

Cheers

Geo

I feel the same although I know it's unlikely unless they're in hospital. Those final two posts just really struck a chord with me.

You phrased this post so beautifully and I thank you for that.

If you're gone Rue I hope you're getting the rest free from anxiety you deserve.
 
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popcorn

popcorn

Experienced
Dec 20, 2020
298
I know it goes against the grain but every time I see Rue's avatar, deep down I hope he's back saying sorry, my mum came home and I couldn't go through with it and she caught me with my SN and confiscated my computer.

I know it's really sad young people CTB but with the failed attempts and the honesty, the cute avatar, and watching Rue die on the hunger games, I wish it never happened and could have found a way to have a great life.

So my final farewell Rue, RIP, and here's your 3 finger salute.


Cheers

Geo
same!!!

i know its selfish of me because she wanted to go but i keep hoping she was found, didnt go thru with it or wateva. goes totally against my beliefs too but i cant help how i feel... rue had done a few goodbye threads, my heart was always in my throat reading them

always upsetting seeing a young user ctb but this one has really bothered me :(
 
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Lost_the_will2_live

Lost_the_will2_live

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Feb 25, 2020
125
Rest in peace Rue. I always enjoyed reading her posts. I hope she is at rest now :heart:
 

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