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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
So, I should be gone the day after tomorrow.

I've experienced more than enough pain, agony and misery for one lifetime.

Hopefully, the doctor will do the IV Thiopental now.

Else, will need to re-adjust plan for oral thiopental or cyanide. Already attempted the 1g oral thiopental earlier this week

Freedom soon! Relax and Enjoy 😌😊 Celebrated with cake 🎂 cutting.

P.S. -
Will make an update on Sunday now.
 
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
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Good luck! Enjoy your cake :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,003
I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.
 
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justcallmeJ

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Nov 9, 2023
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Good luck, i hope it all goes well. Enjoy the cake <3
 
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Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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Goodbye my friend.
 
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eashanm

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Feb 22, 2023
512
If anyone wants to chat for the next 2 days, feel free too hit me up.
 
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Next

Student
Jul 13, 2023
110
Goodby, it looks like you come to an end. I whish you all the best.
 
JezebelDuLioncourt

JezebelDuLioncourt

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Feb 23, 2024
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Congratulations! Now you can have your cake and eat it too :smiling:

Truth be told, I'm envious. I wish that I, too, were leaving this planet day after tomorrow by way of IV thiopental injection.
 
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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
Congratulations! Now you can have your cake and eat it too :smiling:

Truth be told, I'm envious. I wish that I, too, were leaving this planet day after tomorrow by way of IV thiopental injection.

IV with doctor is not certain. Let's hope for the best. Could be I have to rely on oral. Let's see
 
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Feb 23, 2024
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IV with doctor is not certain. Let's hope for the best. Could be I have to rely on oral. Let's see
Either way sounds good to me! And in a couple of days you will be off to that

...undiscovere'd country, from whose bourn
No traveller returns...
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Wish you the best. Hope it all goes well and hope you find your peace ❤️

Doctor is administering it for you? How did you manage to land that?
 
Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Wishing and hoping you found or soon find eternal peace/bliss OP and bye forever.
 
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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
On my way to the centre. Let's see what happens. Hopefully, I'll fly soon
 
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grahf

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Mar 3, 2024
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Good luck I hope you find peace
 
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juna

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Mar 4, 2024
192
Peace my friend. May you be free from your sufferings.
 
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eashanm

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Feb 22, 2023
512
Thinking of ditching this and choosing oral instead. The doctor seems very lax.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,332
I hope you find peace! Safe travels and good luck!
 
Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
858
If you took the thiopental, R.I.P.
 
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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
Yes, as I suspected, the doctor betrayed me. He got me admitted to a Psych Ward instead of giving me Lethal injection. Just have internet access now.
 
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