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Ghost2211
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- Jan 20, 2020
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That's why I'm too scared to ever consider train. It either goes great or horrifically wrong.
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Maybe you can get or add fentanyl,morphine or Heroin to your method? These opiods remove all pain of other methods and can be a method. Best methods imo...around 23:30 central European time my train should arrive.
Understand my method is not very popular but its also quite difficult to jump. Its the most reliable method I have so far.
I don't expect much compassion since I'm not a very compassionate person.
I swore to myself that I would take an Irish exit, even online. But you guys are all I have.
Not gonna bore you with the main reasons for ctb many will probably not believe me anyway.
If you have any ideas for overcoming SI I'm all ears.
I have thought about many methods and I think this is the best one for me.Did u not think of other methods like sn or hanging?
I think that the train is instantaneous if it is done well and you would not feel pain, as long as you master the SI or you are so sure that you do not care about anything
i hope it goes how you want it to. A lot of your posts were good.I have thought about many methods and I think this is the best one for me.
I agree.
So send u my best wishes and hugs.I have thought about many methods and I think this is the best one for me.
I agree.
Thanks brother!Brother I'm so sorry for the pain and difficulties you have had that have brought you to this dark place.
I honestly and sincerely hope that some peace can find you.
The method is controversial but you seem to be square with the merits in you mind, lots of people weigh this one up.
I wish you nothing but peace and love my brother and no matter where your journey takes you, be that tonight or in another life time you find your peace.
DBD
Thanks dude! Right?Wishing you peace dude. It's one hell of an exit!
Thinking of youThank you for all the lovely comments guys I really appreciate it!
In an hour from now I will head off.
If I don't report back by around midnight CET you know I have succeeded.
No.Pay attention to your SI, maybe you are not quite ready?
Google translate detected Portuguese:Espero que tudo corra bem para você, sinto muito por ter que fazer isso, mas eu realmente espero que você não sinta dor. Eu gostaria de poder ir, mas meu marido não vai viver sem mim e mesmo que eu quero ser morto Eu não quero que ele morra também.
I really like what u said. How r u now?Well, at least I got some fresh air while the weather is still nice lol.
My excuse is the change in patterns of certain passenger displays and train operator signaling systems.
I'm reliant on those to give me a feel of when my train is coming..
No.
SI is an instinct and has nothing to do with logic.
Logic tells me that I have no meaningful future.
One must override SI.
Many many people have done it before, we can do it too!
Thank you.I really like what u said. How r u now?
It's a good way to say goodbye to life xdThank you.
Not sure how to respond to that. Still have a little pizza so I guess I'm good?
I feel if your going for train that might need some practice. Familiarize yourself with the environment establish train patterns and signals etc.I'm thinking of you. I failed three times catching the train. The SI was too strong.
I know hit by train is a tabu even in suicide circles. And I understand the reasons. But sometimes there is no other way.
Standing with your back to the train could work well. You hear and feel the train arriving... maybe you should try a powerful and loud music. And maybe you will place your ID-card next to the railway... :-/
I'm sorry you are in so much pain that you need to go. I hope you are sucessful. No reason to be ashamed if you postpone!!
May peace take you from sadness to happiness.