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Hope it's ok to post another drunk thread so I don't post suicidal stuff on fb

GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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I think I've got a problem.
 
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you and me both! vent if you need
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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That's what we're here for! It's better to keep those thoughts here instead of risking yourself on FB.

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TheSoundofTime

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In time you will find peace...
Aug 9, 2020
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Lay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.

Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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GravityUtilizer said:
I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.
Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
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I do have the urge to get drunk every single time I have a drink. My suicidal thoughts hit me like a ton of bricks the next day too.
 
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TheSoundofTime

TheSoundofTime

In time you will find peace...
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GravityUtilizer said:
I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.
Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
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I drink to relieve stress and self criticism inside, although I cannot predict how it effects me. Sometimes I'm quite a happy drunktard, the other times - I think of blowing my head off. So yeah...
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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TheSoundofTime said:
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
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I haven't had a drink in almost two years. I actually feel I've been more suicidal since being sober.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

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Jul 6, 2020
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I always feel depressed at the end of a drinking session, I can work out my limits so I drink enough to not get peer pressured into drinking more but so I wont feel like sh*t afterwards. Feel free to vent as much as you need. Sending hugs :hug:
 
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I drank 6 stella artois cans yesterday. Now the hangover is really strong lol
 
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TheSoundofTime said:
Lay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
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I think less-so for me, although after like 8-10 pints I get that 'ahh fack everything' 'oh woe me' feeling lol
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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May 22, 2020
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I did 14 months abstinent recently and it basically just revealed how suicidally depressed I was. Now it seems I'm really into binge drinking and feeling depressed two days later... (I'm definitely not actually into the latter.)
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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May 22, 2020
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Yeah for me when I'm finally running out.
 
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NoneMoreNegative

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TheSoundofTime said:
Lay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
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Significally less suicidal, then after a couple of hours back to baseline.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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May 22, 2020
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We're doing okay folks: current FB activity = zero. But this is usually the riskiest time of all.
 
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puritysokol

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When I drink i feel as if I am no longer autistic. Then I get the hangover the next day, remember that I still have autism, and feel suicidal again.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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puritysokol said:
When I drink i feel as if I am no longer autistic. Then I get the hangover the next day, remember that I still have autism, and feel suicidal again.
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Suicidal thoughts + hangover = hell
 
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GravityUtilizer

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May 22, 2020
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I love depressing indie rock and it makes me all emotional.

And TTBTD you forgot work. For all those poor suckers out there.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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GravityUtilizer said:
I love depressing indie rock and it makes me all emotional.
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Any songs to recommend? I love listening to Alice in Chains while drunk. Speacilly their unplugged songs
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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May 22, 2020
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Ok a bit older than indie but play 'Kathy's Song' by Simon and Garfunkel and swoon.
 
OfThePraxicOrder

OfThePraxicOrder

Live bad, Die worse
Aug 22, 2020
26
I get more suicidal when I get drunk, my thought process just goes out the window, i haven't drunk in the past 4 months, mainly because it would always lead to me self harming when I would get drunk.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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May 22, 2020
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For modern-ish indie check out the View and the Cribs.

Definitely not modern tbf but yes and yes.

Also Glasvegas.

Definitely Glasvegas.
 
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I HAVE A STRONG URGE TO WRITE SOMETHING SOPPY ON FACEBOOK.
 
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Deleted member 14386

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Jan 28, 2020
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draft it here!
 
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oh.....yeah that too!
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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May 22, 2020
737
All right maybe something like this?

'Don't think I can't feel that there's something wrong

You've been the sweetest part of my life for so long

I look in your eyes, there's a distant light

And you and I know there'll be a storm tonight

This is getting serious

Are you thinking about you or us?

Etc. etc. etc.'
 
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