NSFW Honestly f*ck everyone

[Young]

F*ck all of you. This site has become SN Suicide and nobody is willing to give even hints on how to find SN sources. I'm done with this. I'll just deactivate my account. I'll ctb when the right time comes. Bye and see you never.

 

[human909]

I wish we could help you but i don't think we are allowed to give SN sources directly as it is illegal, sorry you feel this way.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm so sorry for your suffering. I know that people here can be incredibly selective and secretive when it comes to SN sources. Personally, I don't understand those who are being selective because of this notion of "I want to ctb but I don't want to be responsible for somebody else's death because they should put in more effort to die if they really want it" as that's just so hypocritical and selfish (then again, most suicidal people are hypocritical as they see death as a bad thing which it really isn't). However, on the other hand, there are some people like me who do want to give the SN source to people but can't because there are pro lifers in disguise going out of their way to ban these SN sources completely so that suicidal people suffer in existence for as long as possible. This is a real issue as they managed to arrest KL and took down a lot of SN sources that existed in the past already.

You have every right to hate me and everybody else on this forum because I will concede and acknowledge that it is absolutely unfair for us to suffer and put in so much effort just to die when we should just be allowed to die painlessly and peacefully. I want to help you, I really do but I can't because of the pro lifers and I have no mental energy to determine who is legit and who isn't. I'm sorry

 

[GoSan1]

The rules state this:

• Do not encourage, suggest, manipulate, coerce, or help users carry out acts of any nature whatsoever, including suicide; only provide factual information and emotional support to those who ask for it. Do not try to get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your path and actions.

Rules are there to keep a balance. But the rules also state to only provide factual information, and so I will do that.

SN is hard to get since the governments have realized that it is a commonly used Item for suicides. It depends on where in the world you are too. Some other methods might be easier, some harder.

I am from the EU, and I found it through some searching on the web, no long research is needed. Since I was new too, and had to figure it out by myself, which is a bit of a shame.

As for the different testing methods, check out this post:

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

**Disclaimer, I do not encourage anything. I am simply stating facts about my acquiral of Sodium Nitrite**

 

[rainwillneverstop]

Sorry you're so frustrated, I remember how it was trying to find a legit source myself.

I must clear up a common misconception, which I'm not sure where it has breaded from but seen it a few times now.
Sharing sources is allowed in DMs.
From the rules:
"…If you wish to share information with someone, do so privately, but understand you take responsibility for the risks of doing so."

Obviously we cannot force members to share sources, but that will be a personal choice and not one that's due to site rules.

 

[victorisunlucky]

it takes like 3 google searches to find out you absolute midwit

 

[platypus77]

Well, being frustrated and in pain doesn't give you a pass to be disrespectful.
Honestly gives the vibe that you are a minor, and that's twice the motive for people to not provide you any guidance.

 

[SilentSadness]

Sorry, I don't know any, I looked online before and all I could find was companies selling SN to businesses only. In the future I'm sure the sources will all be taken away anyway so we will need to find a different method. Just like with N. But the people fighting against suicide are actually psychopathic, they dedicate years of their life to trolling and harming suicidal people so they don't have to face death. So it's unsurprising people don't want to share sources with those monsters lurking around.

 

[Gstreater]

If you're going to lash out like a petulant child because someone didn't want to tell you their source it's probably better for you to leave.