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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
349
I tested partial today, using a pillow sheet around my neck and a 12mm rope. I think I finally nailed it. My vision went blurry, I felt some type of shiver rush around my body, my ears were ringing and it felt like I was hearing things that weren't there, but there was no pain at all.

My senses went crazy, after I stopped and I grabbed the rope, it felt like I could hear every single inch of the rope as it moved and my touch sense felt 10x stronger, weird stuff

It all took maybe 5 seconds
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
349
What did you hear? when I passed out and woke up i heard constant fake screaming like from a horror movie
scary shit
I'm still making sense of the whole thing but I heard things like fake screaming also, and something that reassembled a chain being moved through concrete
 
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finalmission

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I'm still making sense of the whole thing but I heard things like fake screaming also, and something that reassembled a chain being moved through concrete
In my experience the only feelings and sensations i felt while being close to passing out were just dizziness and similar feeling I get after smoking (sleepy feeling) and also vision starts going black.

But the symptoms of fake screaming i heard and actually i remember screaming too myself (my survival instinct probably initiated that) were like something you experience in a nightmare when you sleep but I was awake for the experience.

I also couldn't believe I didnt wake anyone up because i was made to believe by my survival instinct that i was screaming so loud that i never knew i could scream this loud.

Top scariest experiences of my life for certain
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
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In my experience the only feelings and sensations i felt while being close to passing out were just dizziness and similar feeling I get after smoking (sleepy feeling) and also vision starts going black.

But the symptoms of fake screaming i heard and actually i remember screaming too myself (my survival instinct probably initiated that) were like something you experience in a nightmare when you sleep but I was awake for the experience.

I also couldn't believe I didnt wake anyone up because i was made to believe by my survival instinct that i was screaming so loud that i never knew i could scream this loud.

Top scariest experiences of my life for certain
I felt like a rush of shivers in my whole body, I was shaking a little too, really scary
 
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medinjured521

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Apr 20, 2026
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In my experience the only feelings and sensations i felt while being close to passing out were just dizziness and similar feeling I get after smoking (sleepy feeling) and also vision starts going black.

But the symptoms of fake screaming i heard and actually i remember screaming too myself (my survival instinct probably initiated that) were like something you experience in a nightmare when you sleep but I was awake for the experience.

I also couldn't believe I didnt wake anyone up because i was made to believe by my survival instinct that i was screaming so loud that i never knew i could scream this loud.

Top scariest experiences of my life for certain
Were you actually screaming or did you just think you were?
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
441
I talked with you a little on discord and you're a pretty cool guy. I'm sorry life has led you to the point of wanting to die. And I hope you find peace. ❤️
 
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