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7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
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i've been worried recently about ruining holiday plans. we always have traditions for the holidays, and my mom even paid for stuff today. it costs a lot and i'm just sort of hoping it can be refunded late. i'm considering changing my date to after the holidays, but i just really don't want to deal with living that long. i know i don't owe living to anyone, but i hate to wreck her like this. she's done so much to be better, and i hate that this will destroy her probably. i'm wondering if theres anything i could do that could make it easier for her and the rest of my family. would they still be able to enjoy the holidays if i did it at the end of this month? i'm just so conflicted with all this..
 
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