Venting hiya new to ss was wondering if you could talk about biid on here

[uhuhyeahyeah]

like it says in the title i'm new and like i really would like help with dealing with my biid symptoms and discussing stuff with people who have the same type as me. i want my right leg above the knee removed removed, two joints of my right pinkie removed but most importantly my right eye especially if i get a scar to show for it. i've heard the "it's insensitive to want to be disabled!" song and dance dozens of times now so don't even try to start that here thanks. im just here to connect and probably explore different methods until i find the right one for me. the urges have been extra bad and its been making me pretty suicidal so i just want to be happy with my body before i decide to off myself

 

[uhuhyeahyeah]

just discovered biid for freedom but its shutting down soon and doesnt allow you to register which is so sad..

 

[DeIetedUser4739]

Being incapacitated in any way is one of my main reasons of wanting to ctb, it seems strange some people would desire something like that.

 

[Hvergelmir]

Those are some very unusual and to me incomprehensible desires. Out of pure curiosity I must ask why?
Would you like to share your experiences and thoughts?

I've heard of much more destructive desires, but it's rare for me to be completely unable to understand the incentives.

 

[uhuhyeahyeah]

Those are some very unusual and to me incomprehensible desires. Out of pure curiosity I must ask why?
Would you like to share your experiences and thoughts?

I've heard of much more destructive desires, but it's rare for me to be completely unable to understand the incentives.

i dont think i really have a proper answer i just desperately need it gone, my eye especially. funnily enough i know i will feel more full when i am in fact not fully full. i feel like a weird amalgamation of parts that just stuck to me without my say in it yknow?

 

[ad astra]

Searched the term up out of curiosity to see if anyone has ever mentioned it here. Sorry for necro'ing a month-old thread.

As someone dealing with biid, and it being one of the reasons I'm thinking about just CTB'ing, it's a hard-to-explain thing to people who don't have it. Oh, and by the way, just like the OP here, don't start any crap up with me for having it.
It has fucked my mental health up so damn much.

 

[fwompie]

People judging you because of having biid is as unfair of people judging others for having idk anorexia nervosa. I can imagine it'd be pretty hard to find people struggling with the same thing, especially since it seems some people on even sasu find it taboo...
I wouldn't say it's much different than me wanting a sex change, I don't feel comfortable in my body right now, and I want it to change to feel okay. I can't say for sure but I think I might understand at least a little how you feel.

 

[insideitsempty]

Searched the term up out of curiosity to see if anyone has ever mentioned it here. Sorry for necro'ing a month-old thread.

As someone dealing with biid, and it being one of the reasons I'm thinking about just CTB'ing, it's a hard-to-explain thing to people who don't have it. Oh, and by the way, just like the OP here, don't start any crap up with me for having it.
It has fucked my mental health up so damn much.

unrelated but i love your pfp im a huge fan of menhera chan and their themes

 

[ad astra]

unrelated but i love your pfp im a huge fan of menhera chan and their themes

awww thanks
I just was looking for something cute that would also kinda fit in with this site + something I wouldn't usually use as a pfp in other places for the sake of opsec