Hey how does this CTB sound? Short notice

[Gomomon]

I am going to attempt jumping in the train tracks and disturbing the public (so sorry for the damages it will cause ngl but ill be gone and no estate or heirs so?, ik it leaves trauma mb)

I am in Tokyo, I was gonna head over to the Yoyogi Uehara station platform 1 or 4, and jump roughly 1-150ft distance from the non stop 50-100km/hr train. Im pretty sure its certain death but I cant be sure. I really wouldn't wanna fuck this up.

I might drink something that makes me drunk to help deal with the decision to jump, its hard for me to push myself to make the jump, I stood on top of a 200ft bridge drop before and wussed out, almost slipped tho from the rain.

I could be larping cause most of the time i dont do anything but im not having fun on vacation like I thought and I cant get out of my own head and my friends are all saying they're completely done and "up to here" with me throughout this trip so it just adds to it and makes me wanna commit now. On top of my SN getting stuck in customs indefinetly it seems. I can no longer wait

How does this sound? Any Recs? Ik ive been posting more than replying to others posts and im sorry im just busy rn, uh as u can maybe tell. I might do this tonight or tomorrow or yk most likely be a hypocrite and do nothing or just avoid my friends and go missing for a few days.

Any thoughts? Lol

 

[wine is fine but]

you do not want to stuff up jumping or being hit by a train

i just hope you know what you are doing - there is no shame if you do not go ahead with it - doubt is there for a reason. hopefully you make the right decision for yourself

 

[yearned]

i like your profile's colors. it's good that you have friends, im sorry theyre giving you a hard time though. your method doesn't sound ideal, you could survive and end up paralyzed.

 

[Matchaaa]

Personally, I feel that this approach… if you have any other options, I really want you to give them some serious thought.
Jumping in front of a train is a catastrophic choice and… if it doesn't work out, things will end up being far, far worse than they were before.
Whatever decision you make, I hope you find peace, but I truly hope you'll reconsider.

 

[peacebenow]

Oh sweetie, I can understand you feeling the urgency to do this right now, but I can also sense your hesitation. If there's a way you can find some moments of quiet to take some deep breaths and gain some clarity. Please don't rush into this on impulse.

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

Im so sorry it's come to this…

I believe jumpers have the highest survival rate among train suiciders— you'd be better off attempting some sort of decapitation.