Heroin suicide soon

[millefeui]

So very tempted to try heroin, you folks have no idea.

 

[TheCrow]

So very tempted to try heroin, you folks have no idea.

The last time I used it, I sprained my ankle and nodded out on my leg & cut off circulation to my foot. I have zero memory of this or several days in which it took place. I ended up going into kidney failure & had to go to the hospital for 2 weeks. My foot never got better & now I have Complex Regional
Pain Syndrome (my foot hurt like a mother fucker until I got the that diagnosis & got on the right meds). I have to use a walker indoors, & get pushed in a wheelchair when I go outside. Nodding out on one of your limbs & cutting off circulation—and living—happens a lot.

 

[millefeui]

The last time I used it, I sprained my ankle and nodded out on my leg & cut off circulation to my foot. I have zero memory of this or several days in which it took place. I ended up going into kidney failure & had to go to the hospital for 2 weeks. My foot never got better & now I have Complex Regional
Pain Syndrome (my foot hurt like a mother fucker until I got the that diagnosis & got on the right meds). I have to use a walker indoors, & get pushed in a wheelchair when I go outside. Nodding out on one of your limbs & cutting off circulation—and living—happens a lot.

Yeah, I am not naive enough to believe drugs don't come with a lot of risks. I mean, there is a reason I have never tried anything other than alcohol and cigarettes until today. That said, I am not caring that much anymore.

 

[TheCrow]

Yeah, I am not naive enough to believe drugs don't come with a lot of risks. I mean, there is a reason I have never tried anything other than alcohol and cigarettes until today. That said, I am not caring that much anymore.

Yeah, I feel you. Do you mean you want to use it recreationally, or as a method of ctb?

 

[millefeui]

Yeah, I feel you. Do you mean you want to use it recreationally, or as a method of ctb?

Both, actually. Though maybe I understood wrong, but if one wants to ctb with an heroin overdose, it is best if they don't use recreationally as to not build up resistance to the drug, right? From what I read it is already not the most reliable method thanks to dealer not selling pure heroin, and I wouldn't want to drop my chances even lower.

 

[TheCrow]

Both, actually. Though maybe I understood wrong, but if one wants to ctb with an heroin overdose, it is best if they don't use recreationally as to not build up resistance to the drug, right? From what I read it is already not the most reliable method thanks to dealer not selling pure heroin, and I wouldn't want to drop my chances even lower.

Everyone's using cut heroin, and everyone's ODing on it, so don't worry. You won't build up a tolerance unless you use it every day for several days. So you could do it for fun, and then do it again week later & you'd be fine.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Hi. I'm planning to order half a gram of heroin from the dark web. I've ordered other drugs and always receive them. But never have I done heroin or any other opioids.

My plan is to snort it all at once, quickly lie on my bed on my back. From my short research, what will probably happen is I will stop breathing and die.

I already got the money. Now, I will order it tomorrow and probably receive it on Tuesday and do it on the same day I get the package.

Any thoughts on this plan?

Like everyone has said just be careful about throwing up. I have used opiates forever and every time I bump up or fuck around with different combos I throw up. Which is super frustrating and a total waste of product : (
Injecting would prevent you from being able to throw up (not necessarily from throwing up though) so it would be better. It's not too hard to find a vein either and it won't hurt too much. So don't be scared of that method.
Alternative- (depending on gender) is vaginal administration. Had a friend who's main method of use was this. And once again- you avoid being able to throw up the product.
Anyway that's my two cents. I would have loved dying from my pills- maybe I will be lucky and OD accidentally one day.

 

[millefeui]

Everyone's using cut heroin, and everyone's ODing on it, so don't worry. You won't build up a tolerance unless you use it every day for several days. So you could do it for fun, and then do it again week later & you'd be fine.

No way I could use it everyday. I have some money saved, but it is not like heroin is cheap (as far as I know, anyways). Just need to find a dealer where I live, though I am not in any particular hurry.

 

[4773n0x]

I've received everything. This is a goodbye unless I change my mind. Pray for me so that I don't get tortured in hell. Dying at 19 sure is young... Also I will be drinking and only then shooting up to increase my chances.

 

[worldexploder]

Wouldn't injecting it be more effective? I never heard of CTB by snorting it.

 

[millefeui]

I've received everything. This is a goodbye unless I change my mind. Pray for me so that I don't get tortured in hell. Dying at 19 sure is young... Also I will be drinking and only then shooting up to increase my chances.

If there is a hell, I don't think we are going there. We suffered enough here on Earth. An eternity worth of sufferings.

Good luck and bon voyage. If you don't disappear entirely after dying, I am sure you will find yourself in a beautiful place.

 

[4773n0x]

Wouldn't injecting it be more effective?

Read my update post here. I am injecting it. I changed my mind.

 

[worldexploder]

Read my update post here. I am injecting it. I changed my mind.

I really hope things work out for you man.

 

[4773n0x]

I survived. Because someone found me collapsed on the floor not breathing. Did CPR on me. Got me to intensive care unit for 2 weeks. Damaged my nerves in my leg and arm from laying on the floor. All because I was dumb enough to try it first for the high. I ended up sniffing not injecting and only .3g while drunk. I could have got brain damage or be on a dialysis machine all my life. This is a wake up call for me. I'm actually enjoying life now and am grateful for everything.

 

[bigj75]

I survived. Because someone found me collapsed on the floor not breathing. Did CPR on me. Got me to intensive care unit for 2 weeks. Damaged my nerves in my leg and arm from laying on the floor. All because I was dumb enough to try it first for the high. I ended up sniffing not injecting and only .3g while drunk. I could have got brain damage or be on a dialysis machine all my life. This is a wake up call for me. I'm actually enjoying life now and am grateful for everything.

glad to hear that.

 

[voool]

Put it up your ass ×D that's the best way to do it

 

[OkTotti]

Put it up your ass ×D that's the best way to do it

This seems to be your preferred method of CTB. May I ask where you researched this or first hand knowledge?

 

[MexicanTravels]

Yeah, I survived a heroin overdose as well. I took 6g but was found too early since my sister came home ahead of schedule that day. No damage to me though. I was just stuck in the hospital for 2 weeks and a psych ward for another 2 weeks. It's better to go with N if you have the money and can find a really private space. I have 100mg of fentanyl stored away for the off chance that my N doesn't work though. I got it before Dream Market banned it.

 

[tommyhalpinkelly]

For any of you who don't want to survive a heroin overdose, you need to potentiate it with another CNS depressant (benzos, non-benzo hypnotics- ambien[zolpidem])

It seems most heroin overdoses occur with valium, xanax mixed with heroin.

To succeed, I would do it "slowly" since the human body tends to violently reject any substances detected as toxins being consumed in a large amount;

In other words, I would taken 10-20 xanax slowly over a few hours, then snort the heroin (slowly to avoid puking), then take some anti-emetics like domperidone to prevent nausea and vomiting.

Alternatively, if you can't get many benzos due to faggy doctors (lol), I would get other CNS depressants (with the exception of alcohol since you can aspirate), like antipsychotics, antihistamines and zolpidem or zolpiclone.

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Hi. I'm planning to order half a gram of heroin from the dark web. I've ordered other drugs and always receive them. But never have I done heroin or any other opioids.

My plan is to snort it all at once, quickly lie on my bed on my back. From my short research, what will probably happen is I will stop breathing and die.

I already got the money. Now, I will order it tomorrow and probably receive it on Tuesday and do it on the same day I get the package.

Any thoughts on this plan?

This may be a dumb question but are you using bit coin? That process intimidates me.

Is there anyway to know the purity?

N seems like a dream to me. H is my next choice.

Thank you and good luck!

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Yeah, I survived a heroin overdose as well. I took 6g but was found too early since my sister came home ahead of schedule that day. No damage to me though. I was just stuck in the hospital for 2 weeks and a psych ward for another 2 weeks. It's better to go with N if you have the money and can find a really private space. I have 100mg of fentanyl stored away for the off chance that my N doesn't work though. I got it before Dream Market banned it.

Do you think it would have worked had you not been found?
Did you already have a tolerance to it?

 

[Sundayafternoon]

I survived. Because someone found me collapsed on the floor not breathing. Did CPR on me. Got me to intensive care unit for 2 weeks. Damaged my nerves in my leg and arm from laying on the floor. All because I was dumb enough to try it first for the high. I ended up sniffing not injecting and only .3g while drunk. I could have got brain damage or be on a dialysis machine all my life. This is a wake up call for me. I'm actually enjoying life now and am grateful for everything.

Wow. That was an unexpected plot twist.
I'm glad you found a silver lining.

Did you only survive because you were found?

 

[Sundayafternoon]

I've received everything. This is a goodbye unless I change my mind. Pray for me so that I don't get tortured in hell. Dying at 19 sure is young... Also I will be drinking and only then shooting up to increase my chances.

I hope you find your peace.

 

[voool]

This seems to be your preferred method of CTB. May I ask where you researched this or first hand knowledge?

One of the books in the resources section done by a number of doctors including an anesthesiologist has a whole section on opiates. "Guide to a self chosen and Humane death. The OP would have died had she not been found so thats the key.

 

[OkTotti]

One of the books in the resources section done by a number of doctors including an anesthesiologist has a whole section on opiates. "Guide to a self chosen and Humane death. The OP would have died had she not been found so thats the key.

Good luck, I hope all goes well with you on your day....

 

[MexicanTravels]

Do you think it would have worked had you not been found?
Did you already have a tolerance to it?

I would like to think it would have been lights out for me if I wasn't found. I didn't vomit; I just felt dizzy and then blacked out. I do, however, remember being quite thirsty before blacking out. Whatever I took was surely an opiate because it came up positive on my medical tests. And no, I had no tolerance to it at all.

 

[voool]

I would like to think it would have been lights out for me if I wasn't found. I didn't vomit; I just felt dizzy and then blacked out. I do, however, remember being quite thirsty before blacking out. Whatever I took was surely an opiate because it came up positive on my medical tests. And no, I had no tolerance to it at all.

Sounds like it would have been a peaceful death had you not been found. Can I ask who you ordered from on dream

 

[Sundayafternoon]

I would like to think it would have been lights out for me if I wasn't found. I didn't vomit; I just felt dizzy and then blacked out. I do, however, remember being quite thirsty before blacking out. Whatever I took was surely an opiate because it came up positive on my medical tests. And no, I had no tolerance to it at all.

I hope this isn't taken the wrong way, but that's actually good news. The idea that it didn't work only because you were found.

100mg of fentanyl sounds extremely lethal.

 

[MexicanTravels]

Sounds like it would have been a peaceful death had you not been found. Can I ask who you ordered from on dream

The heroin, I ordered from a vendor when Alphabay was still around. It closed shortly afterwards. I ordered the fentanyl on Dream Market from a Canadian vendor who was busted earlier this year.

I hope this isn't taken the wrong way, but that's actually good news. The idea that it didn't work only because you were found.

100mg of fentanyl sounds extremely lethal.

I agree on both fronts.

 

[BurningLights]

Damn this was a wild ride, I hope your okay O.P. I wish you well on your future endeavours. Good luck on the next chapter of your life