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nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
337
my only solace is knowing i can go out under the euphoria of a fent induced high. it takes everything in me not to call up my dealer, every single fucking day. im tired of it, i want it to be over badly.
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
930
my only solace is knowing i can go out under the euphoria of a fent induced high. it takes everything in me not to call up my dealer, every single fucking day. im tired of it, i want it to be over badly.
That sounds good right about now
 
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DoubleUp8

DoubleUp8

Gambler
Dec 14, 2023
540
Should just get a shitload of fentanyl and get this life over with
 
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Kusogaki

Kusogaki

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Mar 22, 2023
127
my only solace is knowing i can go out under the euphoria of a fent induced high. it takes everything in me not to call up my dealer, every single fucking day. im tired of it, i want it to be over badly.
If you don't mind me asking, how often do you re-up? Almost every drug is a form of escapism, everyone trying to take this their selves and their mind from this miserable torture cycle.
 
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nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
337
If you don't mind me asking, how often do you re-up? Almost every drug is a form of escapism, everyone trying to take this their selves and their mind from this miserable torture cycle.
i oded last week from a new supply. i tested it, it was positive, took it anyway. whenever i reup i do so with the intention to die
 
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tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
491
hook me up!
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,141
I wish I had access to f or h, sounds like a good way to go
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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Hearing from "dead" people who were saved by narcan, they were all really pissed off because they had the best high of their life ruined by the EMT's
I say you have a good plan as long as you are alone.
 
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uniqueusername4

uniqueusername4

died a long time ago
Aug 13, 2023
199
Is this considered a peaceful death? I have SN (the source is shut down, i dont have another source, sorry) but I am so scared that it wont work.
 
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losing hope

Arcanist
Apr 27, 2022
458
Is this considered a peaceful death? I have SN (the source is shut down, i dont have another source, sorry) but I am so scared that it wont work.

I think it is, at least according to this; https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/opioid-megathread-overview.138948/

I'm in the same position as you & am researching this as an alternative to SN, should mine fail me. I am a little surprised not more goodbye threads are using this method? Perhaps accessibility is the reason.
 
uniqueusername4

uniqueusername4

died a long time ago
Aug 13, 2023
199
I think it is, at least according to this; https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/opioid-megathread-overview.138948/

I'm in the same position as you & am researching this as an alternative to SN, should mine fail me. I am a little surprised not more goodbye threads are using this method? Perhaps accessibility is the reason.
Maybe that and the unrealiability of the street sources. I am just going to double up though. It seems way easier to inject something that to drink the SN
 
xero

xero

Member
Jan 15, 2023
9
my only solace is knowing i can go out under the euphoria of a fent induced high. it takes everything in me not to call up my dealer, every single fucking day. im tired of it, i want it to be over badly.
How much f would that take? I knew a few people who said if you have never done it and you snorted an entire blue you would be gone. But then I have read on other forums that you could live through a whole blue. Granted it isn't fake, how much would a non user need?
 

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