heroin my love

[nembutal]

my only solace is knowing i can go out under the euphoria of a fent induced high. it takes everything in me not to call up my dealer, every single fucking day. im tired of it, i want it to be over badly.

 

[SchizoGymnast]

my only solace is knowing i can go out under the euphoria of a fent induced high. it takes everything in me not to call up my dealer, every single fucking day. im tired of it, i want it to be over badly.

That sounds good right about now

 

[DoubleUp8]

Should just get a shitload of fentanyl and get this life over with

 

[Kusogaki]

my only solace is knowing i can go out under the euphoria of a fent induced high. it takes everything in me not to call up my dealer, every single fucking day. im tired of it, i want it to be over badly.

If you don't mind me asking, how often do you re-up? Almost every drug is a form of escapism, everyone trying to take this their selves and their mind from this miserable torture cycle.

 

[nembutal]

If you don't mind me asking, how often do you re-up? Almost every drug is a form of escapism, everyone trying to take this their selves and their mind from this miserable torture cycle.

i oded last week from a new supply. i tested it, it was positive, took it anyway. whenever i reup i do so with the intention to die

 

[tpboy]

hook me up!

 

[_Minsk]

I wish I had access to f or h, sounds like a good way to go

 

[Worndown]

Hearing from "dead" people who were saved by narcan, they were all really pissed off because they had the best high of their life ruined by the EMT's
I say you have a good plan as long as you are alone.

 

[Coconut blue]

How did you find the source

 

[uniqueusername4]

Is this considered a peaceful death? I have SN (the source is shut down, i dont have another source, sorry) but I am so scared that it wont work.

 

[losing hope]

Is this considered a peaceful death? I have SN (the source is shut down, i dont have another source, sorry) but I am so scared that it wont work.

I think it is, at least according to this; https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/opioid-megathread-overview.138948/

I'm in the same position as you & am researching this as an alternative to SN, should mine fail me. I am a little surprised not more goodbye threads are using this method? Perhaps accessibility is the reason.

 

[uniqueusername4]

I think it is, at least according to this; https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/opioid-megathread-overview.138948/

I'm in the same position as you & am researching this as an alternative to SN, should mine fail me. I am a little surprised not more goodbye threads are using this method? Perhaps accessibility is the reason.

Maybe that and the unrealiability of the street sources. I am just going to double up though. It seems way easier to inject something that to drink the SN

 

[xero]

my only solace is knowing i can go out under the euphoria of a fent induced high. it takes everything in me not to call up my dealer, every single fucking day. im tired of it, i want it to be over badly.

How much f would that take? I knew a few people who said if you have never done it and you snorted an entire blue you would be gone. But then I have read on other forums that you could live through a whole blue. Granted it isn't fake, how much would a non user need?