Help.

[Zlo]

I've got one week to get my shit together and ctb. I've hated life for as long as I've known it and have wanted to find a way out for even longer. I've felt worthless from such a young age, but have made it to the age of 38. I don't want to live for much longer. To be honest, if I had the courage, I'd do it now. But I'm an absolute wimp. How do you prepare yourself? I have a beam in the loft, I have the time to have it actioned without being found. I'm yet to buy the rope but will do as soon as I've worked out just which rope is needed. Sorry for my clueless desires, I haven't done my research as of yet. Can anyone direct me to a good thread for hanging. As I mentioned, the week coming is probably the best shot I've got, but I just need to figure the best method and then off I go. Thanks for reading and even more thanks to anyone who replies.

 

[meltskelt]

How to hang yourself

I just thought this information is better off here now, because the original source has been taken down. If this violates any rules or if the author doesn't want this information to be reproduced on other sites, the admins or mods are free to delete my thread. I hope you don't mind, this is very...

sanctioned-suicide.net

not sure if you have already seen this one from the main list

 

[Zlo]

How to hang yourself

I just thought this information is better off here now, because the original source has been taken down. If this violates any rules or if the author doesn't want this information to be reproduced on other sites, the admins or mods are free to delete my thread. I hope you don't mind, this is very...

sanctioned-suicide.net

not sure if you have already seen this one from the main list

I did read a fair bit of that article when I joined the site. However, the more I read, the more confused I got. There's 166 pages of comments and I couldn't help but find myself lost in the content, rather than absorbing the information for the job in hand. I'm wondering if there's a post out there, much shorter but still detailed enough to help me understand the simplicity's of hanging. I've read there's such a way to do it, that you black out rather than feel a tonne of pain. It's the worry of pain that deters me, but I really need a way out.

Thank you for the link tho, I appreciate it.