Help Overcoming SI?

[dimensionmaster]

Hi fellow souls, I have all methods lined up for SN. Multiple times this week I have been holding the measured amount in my hand but at the last moment not drank it or stalled. This keeps happening in a loop and I become afraid of the spiritual repercussions of taking my life. I've been better off gone for a very long time :) Maybe reaching out in itself is me stalling but can somebody please give me tips on overcoming SI. Thank you and I hope everyone is able to be happy and have a blessed day

 

[renold]

Hi fellow souls, I have all methods lined up for SN. Multiple times this week I have been holding the measured amount in my hand but at the last moment not drank it or stalled. This keeps happening in a loop and I become afraid of the spiritual repercussions of taking my life. I've been better off gone for a very long time :) Maybe reaching out in itself is me stalling but can somebody please give me tips on overcoming SI. Thank you and I hope everyone is able to be happy and have a blessed day

where'd u get ur SN looking for some currently

 

[dimensionmaster]

My mom knows I'm going soon (this has been a long road) and she was telling me that my nana will take good care of me when I'm gone but it will kill my grandfather who's still alive. I feel so guilty at the last minute.

where'd u get ur SN looking for some currently

I bought it in early 2022 from a business in either Turkey or Russia I forget to be honest, they now require you to verify your business directly on their website to purchase anything.

where'd u get ur SN looking for some currently

I bought it in early 2022 from a business in either Turkey or Russia I forget to be honest, they now require you to verify your business directly on their website to purchase anything.

My mom knows I'm going soon (this has been a long road) and she was telling me that my nana will take good care of me when I'm gone but it will kill my grandfather who's still alive. I feel so guilty at the last minute.

I bought it in early 2022 from a business in either Turkey or Russia I forget to be honest, they now require you to verify your business directly on their website to purchase anything.

I bought it in early 2022 from a business in either Turkey or Russia I forget to be honest, they now require you to verify your business directly on their website to purchase anything.

I don't know why that reply posted twice and I'm not sure how to delete it lol

 

[Emerita]

Scientific Approach to Understanding SI and Discussion on Tools to Minimze SI Factors

This post aims to provide an educational/informational overview of the various scientific factors that contribute to survival instincts (SI), particularly the innate drive for self-preservation and the automatic responses that arise in the face of harm and danger. While it does not delve into...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Pale_Rider]

sodium nitrite exposed to air will oxidize to sodium nitrite. .

 

[dimensionmaster]

sodium nitrite exposed to air will oxidize to sodium nitrite. .

do you mean nitrate? i've kept it sealed in a plastic bag but it has been out of the bag a few times because i measured and got it ready only to pour it back last second. does this mean i will need more than the standard 30 grams i was going to take?
to clarify i do have sodium nitrite. i made the mistake of buying nirate maybe back in 2019.

do you mean nitrate? i've kept it sealed in a plastic bag but it has been out of the bag a few times because i measured and got it ready only to pour it back last second. does this mean i will need more than the standard 30 grams i was going to take?

 

[Pale_Rider]

Yes I ment nitrate. idk what the time, or speed of that's process is.

 

[dimensionmaster]

Yes I ment nitrate. idk what the time, or speed of that's process is.

thank you for letting me know. i will double my dose to be sure!

 

[dimensionmaster]

still here guys :) these practice runs are helping me get closer to overcoming that last second si