Update 2:
Police got my number and have been ringing me nonstop. It's making me panic. They're going to break in if I don't respond but I can't physically move out of bed or answer the phone. Let alone speak to them. I'm so incredibly fucked. I'm definitely getting sectioned. How can I kill myself effectively and quickly?
What did you do in the first place??? Try a method in public? Or ... do you mean ran away from trauma?
And why did you stop running to make a post?
What is going on here???
Breathe. Breathe.
Yes depending on what is going on they can get a search warrant and kick in the door. Depending on where you live they could say it's a welfare check to save your life and enter anyway.
Why can't you physically move?
How are you posting?
If you don't pick up they will keep calling.
Pick up lie about your where abouts and say you're ok. ?
Maybe eventually they will stop for a little.
But if you've escaped from some where or committed a crime they will pursue you.
I've looked over the thread and there's so much going on but ...I'm confused.
Your situation is incredibly shitty and I hope the best for you ... but it just doesn't make sense.
your panic level seems super high.
Me personally I wouldn't attempt ctb like this you can end up hurting your self.
Depending on the method.
I'm just saying that from personal experience.
Panic + fast +
irrational choices + intense situations
Have left me with scars.