alivefornow
thinking about it
- Feb 6, 2023
- 207
It's been 15+ years of pain in the heart and weakness in the limbs from the emotional hell that is living with BPD, depression and loneliness. I've tried several meds but for now I am too broke to try anything that requires even a bit of money.
If I don't find a way to live through a day without being in constant hell pain and anguish, I'll end up doing it.
I'm just laying on my bed, I should be fine and comfy but my heart is aching and burning as it has for so long. It has ruined everything. Everything is ruined. Nothing is good at all. It's 7am and I didn't sleep.
If I don't find a way to live through a day without being in constant hell pain and anguish, I'll end up doing it.
I'm just laying on my bed, I should be fine and comfy but my heart is aching and burning as it has for so long. It has ruined everything. Everything is ruined. Nothing is good at all. It's 7am and I didn't sleep.
