Forget medical advice from the people on this forum, most people here aren't medically trained. The best i have is combat training, which comes with first aid training, and the like. call up poison control and listen to them, or go to the E.R.
Disregard my previous comment, I didn't check the timestamps. I am glad your doing well, you scared a bunch of people on this forum. Before you go through with CTB (assuming it is still your goal) make sure you are 100% ready and willing to die. I am not ready to die just yet, but i am getting close. I want to be 100% certain before i go.
