Help me I wanna die today before 1 am.

[masterboy]

I just want to end my life . I am ready to cut my wrist but I don't know how deep should I cut because I have already tried 3 times before and left scar. When I came here many people were talking about CTB OR CBT . I wanna know know can I die using that method...
This life doesn't means a lot to me . Plz don't recommend me hanging or drowning because am gonna suffer damn much and if by chance I survived I don't have word to talk my parents. Give me a way I can die 100 sure least suffering. Plz plz plz I wanna die help me ..

 

[locked*n*loaded]

First, CTB isn't a method. CTB is a euphemism for suicide. It stands for Catch The Bus, or Catching The Bus, or Caught The Bus. Methods are like cutting wrists, hanging, gunshot, jumping, drowning, CO (Carbon Monoxide), SN (Sodium Nitrite), N (Nembutal), Inert Gas............and several others.

 

[bedhead_baby]

You can't die by cutting your wrists randomly. You have to do it in the right direction and the right place. How old are you, if you don't mind my asking? Cutting your wrists will probably cause more suffering than a proper hanging. There are threads explaining methods.

I'm here if you want to talk. I always worry about people doing things impulsively, it's easy to slice your wrist in the heat of the moment, so remember we're here please. But do what's best for you. Be safe.

 

[Deathisbetter]

I know exactly how you feel want to be dead to I bought myself sn not sure if it will work I can send you the source

I just want to end my life . I am ready to cut my wrist but I don't know how deep should I cut because I have already tried 3 times before and left scar. When I came here many people were talking about CTB OR CBT . I wanna know know can I die using that method...
This life doesn't means a lot to me . Plz don't recommend me hanging or drowning because am gonna suffer damn much and if by chance I survived I don't have word to talk my parents. Give me a way I can die 100 sure least suffering. Plz plz plz I wanna die help me ..

I just want to end my life . I am ready to cut my wrist but I don't know how deep should I cut because I have already tried 3 times before and left scar. When I came here many people were talking about CTB OR CBT . I wanna know know can I die using that method...
This life doesn't means a lot to me . Plz don't recommend me hanging or drowning because am gonna suffer damn much and if by chance I survived I don't have word to talk my parents. Give me a way I can die 100 sure least suffering. Plz plz plz I wanna die help me ..

There is carbon monoxide

 

[masterboy]

You can't die by cutting your wrists randomly. You have to do it in the right direction and the right place. How old are you, if you don't mind my asking? Cutting your wrists will probably cause more suffering than a proper hanging. There are threads explaining methods.

I'm here if you want to talk. I always worry about people doing things impulsively, it's easy to slice your wrist in the heat of the moment, so remember we're here please. But do what's best for you. Be safe.

I am 18 years old . I have uploaded the picture where There is a scar when I cut my wrist is that ok. Wrist pain is ok but I want to be dead for sure. If not plz tell me the right direction to cut it and where can I find those thread explaining these things. Plz let me know

I know exactly how you feel want to be dead to I bought myself sn not sure if it will work I can send you the source


There is carbon monoxide

Carbon monoxide

First, CTB isn't a method. CTB is a euphemism for suicide. It stands for Catch The Bus, or Catching The Bus, or Caught The Bus. Methods are like cutting wrists, hanging, gunshot, jumping, drowning, CO (Carbon Monoxide), SN (Sodium Nitrite), N (Nembutal), Inert Gas............and several others.

What is SN bro . There was a guy chillmongo in this site and he mentioned about drinking SN . Where can I find it and it is sure that I will die.

First, CTB isn't a method. CTB is a euphemism for suicide. It stands for Catch The Bus, or Catching The Bus, or Caught The Bus. Methods are like cutting wrists, hanging, gunshot, jumping, drowning, CO (Carbon Monoxide), SN (Sodium Nitrite), N (Nembutal), Inert Gas............and several others.

I know exactly how you feel want to be dead to I bought myself sn not sure if it will work I can send you the source


There is carbon monoxide

there are many cases that many people aren't dead and they inhale co for an hour and suffered. I saw those in this site . I don't want to survive after doing this all. 100 sure things so I can die . Or tell me the right place to cut my wrist

 

[day]

There's plenty of methods but don't act irrationally. Failing a CTB is one of the worse feelings someone can go through and prolongs the suffering this world brings.

I'm sure you're in pain but you CTB is very hard to do on a whim. You have SI and many other things to account for, being reckless isn't the answer.

I hope you find peace OP and get the answers you're looking for.

 

[bedhead_baby]

I am 18 years old . I have uploaded the picture where There is a scar when I cut my wrist is that ok. Wrist pain is ok but I want to be dead for sure. If not plz tell me the right direction to cut it and where can I find those thread explaining these things. Plz let me know

If you browse the forum for a little while you will find the threads discussing methods. I don't doubt you want to die, and your feelings are real and valid, but it seems to me that you're acting in the heat of the moment, and I'm not comfortable giving an 18 year old tips to die. You can find how to properly slice your wrists on Google as well, but I assure you, to do it and die is going to hurt.

I don't know what you're going through, but sometimes it's better to take a step back and let yourself grow up a little more before taking that big step. Sometimes your brain just needs to grow more. Hasn't happened for me, and I'm not much older than you, but I'd like to hold out hope. It might never improve, but at least give your body a *little* time to try.

But if you're in too much pain or in an awful situation, do what you think is right. Just think before you do. Wishing you peace.

 

[masterboy]

If you browse the forum for a little while you will find the threads discussing methods. I don't doubt you want to die, and your feelings are real and valid, but it seems to me that you're acting in the heat of the moment, and I'm not comfortable giving an 18 year old tips to die. You can find how to properly slice your wrists on Google as well, but I assure you, to do it and die is going to hurt.

I don't know what you're going through, but sometimes it's better to take a step back and let yourself grow up a little more before taking that big step. Sometimes your brain just needs to grow more. Hasn't happened for me, and I'm not much older than you, but I'd like to hold out hope. It might never improve, but at least give your body a *little* time to try.

But if you're in too much pain or in an awful situation, do what you think is right. Just think before you do. Wishing you peace.

It seems pathetic and funny That I am depressed but if you go through it then u may understand.

1)5-6 Hr non stop massage ..
2)nothing but a scared family head

If I am not being comfortable with my own family head so what I am supposed to do.
I am a introvert guy and don't care about this damn society and what other people think about me but family and head are a different story .
I just gave my board to and I can achieve A grade but I am still sure I will be scolded like a dog. Here in this world I am only concerned about my mother but the way I am here and the way I am going through it may seems silly but It's to damn bad .
Ending this story here will suffer her and some one little for a time and by time I will be forgotten but If don't take this step . I will be scolded and my life will be a helll. .
Today I am gonna try wrist cut through razor.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It's awful what you have to go through and if you wanna try cutting your wrists although you've been warned then this is you own decision. I Suggest you have a look in the Suicide Resource Compilation linked in the sticky threads instead of harming yourself with an unreliable method. But anyway all is up to you! I hope you can find peace!

 

[masterboy]

It's awful what you have to go through and if you wanna try cutting your wrists although you've been warned then this is you own decision. I Suggest you have a look in the Suicide Resource Compilation linked in the sticky threads instead of harming yourself with an unreliable method. But anyway all is up to you! I hope you can find peace!

Where is that resource . Is that on this site or not . How do I look it

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Where is that resource . Is that on this site or not . How do I look it

Suicide Resource Compilation

All the links to threads, videos, audio, downloads, and information found here are being made available only for educational purposes, and have been shared by users; we cannot assure the accuracy of the data. This means the way you use this data is fully your responsibility, that you need to...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly find it so awful how we exist in a world where suicide is purposely made so difficult for people, I wish it was straightforward to escape from all the suffering in a peaceful and reliable way as of course it's really understandable so desperately wishing to be free from everything. But anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for, best wishes.

 

[bedhead_baby]

It seems pathetic and funny That I am depressed but if you go through it then u may understand.

1)5-6 Hr non stop massage ..
2)nothing but a scared family head

If I am not being comfortable with my own family head so what I am supposed to do.
I am a introvert guy and don't care about this damn society and what other people think about me but family and head are a different story .
I just gave my board to and I can achieve A grade but I am still sure I will be scolded like a dog. Here in this world I am only concerned about my mother but the way I am here and the way I am going through it may seems silly but It's to damn bad .
Ending this story here will suffer her and some one little for a time and by time I will be forgotten but If don't take this step . I will be scolded and my life will be a helll. .
Today I am gonna try wrist cut through razor.

Of course, I know the feeling well. I apologize, there's a bit of a language barrier and I'm not understanding your situation fully, but I know what it's like to want to die. I'm just not comfortable giving someone so young advice like that, and it's readily available here if you browse a while.

I can't give you false hope and say things will get better, because often times they don't, but 18 is still a kid. I hope you find what you're looking for.