so i see things, the ones humans desire or atleast i do or the ones i know people want and, i haven't found clarity over liking food but i do know that materialistic obsession is not worth it, it's just for the eyes on you, just for attention. but then again, i haven't yet had a proof for that. these things feel like thoughts i am forcing into my mind while my mind wants to do the opposite. 9 what's the word for that condition ?? persuading someoen's mind into something )
now i know the world is evil, there's rapists, murderers, selfish ones and there's a lot of natural calamities for one. but whenever you try to plan your futur in the long run, it always seems pretty. for instance what's ugly about having a home to yourself a big one that you dream for, good food, a few people around and a little fame. that's good isn't it ? and you can claim that by work right? then where's the ugly part of life. it's just that you're not working hard enough to change, right ?
now i know the world is evil, there's rapists, murderers, selfish ones and there's a lot of natural calamities for one. but whenever you try to plan your futur in the long run, it always seems pretty. for instance what's ugly about having a home to yourself a big one that you dream for, good food, a few people around and a little fame. that's good isn't it ? and you can claim that by work right? then where's the ugly part of life. it's just that you're not working hard enough to change, right ?
