Hello to all

[Jule_from_Germany]

Hey to all of you.
I am new here so I'd like to introduce myself. My name is Julia, nickname Jule. I'm 23 years old and from Germany. I've been suffering from several mental illnesses as well as from neurological problems. I don't know how much longer I can stand this shit, and for some time I've been thinking about taking my fate into my own hands before being dependant of other people. To be honest, I don't yet know if I want to commit suicide. But I hope to get in touch with people who understand my concerns. I speak English and German fluently, so I'm looking forward to receiving lots of messages.

Best wishes
Jule

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really awful and tiring what you have to go through, it's such a horrible world we exist in where people suffer all through no fault of their own. But anyway I wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Thank you so much

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum! I'm sorry that you have to go through all this. You'll find a lot of other users who can fully understand your concerns because somehow we are all in one boat and the world out there doesn't listen to our problems.

 

[Deathisbetter]

Thank you so much

Hi lovely to meet you

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Thank you

Welcome to the forum! I'm sorry that you have to go through all this. You'll find a lot of other users who can fully understand your concerns because somehow we are all in one boat and the world out there doesn't listen to our problems.

In my case it's kind of the opposite. I have lots of people who almost care too much about me. I might be diagnosed with multiple sclerosis in the near future and they already kind of squeeze me in. I want to scream STOP, but then again I can't

 

[Huntfish34]

Thanks for sharing this with us, hit me pretty quick..... I also would like to live but sadly all I can see is absolute Fckn darkness. Dark and dismal days , hate it.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen, ♥

Godspeed. -

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Thanks for sharing this with us, hit me pretty quick..... I also would like to live but sadly all I can see is absolute Fckn darkness. Dark and dismal days , hate it.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen, ♥

Godspeed. -

You know, I love living, but I know that in the future, I will have no more control about my life, probably being a vegetable before I reach the age of 30. And that scares the hell out of me

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You know, I love living, but I know that in the future, I will have no more control about my life, probably being a vegetable before I reach the age of 30. And that scares the hell out of me

I'm very sorry to read this, you should be prepared for that, in the case you wish for an exit in dignity instead of a life that consists only of agony and suffering. Not being able to have control over oneself would be so horrible to me.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

I'm very sorry to read this, you should be prepared for that, in the case you wish for an exit in dignity instead of a life that consists only of agony and suffering. Not being able to have control over oneself is so horrible to me.

That's why I'm here

 

[90starve]

Hey to all of you.
I am new here so I'd like to introduce myself. My name is Julia, nickname Jule. I'm 23 years old and from Germany. I've been suffering from several mental illnesses as well as from neurological problems. I don't know how much longer I can stand this shit, and for some time I've been thinking about taking my fate into my own hands before being dependant of other people. To be honest, I don't yet know if I want to commit suicide. But I hope to get in touch with people who understand my concerns. I speak English and German fluently, so I'm looking forward to receiving lots of messages.

Best wishes
Jule

welcome to the forum Jule <3

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Sorry for the question but I am new here. Is it possible to write personal messages too?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Sorry for the question but I am new here. Is it possible to write personal messages too?

You will need about 20 posts and maybe an account age of 24h then this stuff will all be activated.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

You will need about 20 posts and maybe an account age of 24h then this stuff will all be activated.

Ah ok. Thanks for the information

 

[Glandular]

You know, I love living, but I know that in the future, I will have no more control about my life, probably being a vegetable before I reach the age of 30. And that scares the hell out of me

Germany also has a "Verein Sterbehilfe" which is legally allowed to help people exit. Given your condition you might (unfortunately) have good chances of being accepted.

 

[Readytogo246]

Welcome to the forum. It's a great place to find support and information.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Germany also has a "Verein Sterbehilfe" which is legally allowed to help people exit. Given your condition you might (unfortunately) have good chances of being accepted.

I've considered this already, but it will probably take some time until I'm in a state to be accepted. What's also going through my mind is my family. Damn it's so difficult to decide. Also it's very expensive, and I don't want my family to pay for it. I can barely work (just a few hours per week in an office), so for me it's almost unaffordable

 

[Dead Meat]

Welcome Jule to SS I hope you enjoy your time on here

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Welcome Jule to SS I hope you enjoy your time on here

Thank you

 

[highjumping]

Hey to all of you.
I am new here so I'd like to introduce myself. My name is Julia, nickname Jule. I'm 23 years old and from Germany. I've been suffering from several mental illnesses as well as from neurological problems. I don't know how much longer I can stand this shit, and for some time I've been thinking about taking my fate into my own hands before being dependant of other people. To be honest, I don't yet know if I want to commit suicide. But I hope to get in touch with people who understand my concerns. I speak English and German fluently, so I'm looking forward to receiving lots of messages.

Best wishes
Jule

A fellow german here, hello and welcome

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

A fellow german here, hello and welcome

Hello and thank you

 

[Blue_mist]

Hi Jule, welcome among us, sorry for what you have been going through

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Just took my daily load of meds. I guess I'll be asleep soon. I wish you all a good night.

 

[grendel4578]

Have tons of mental illnesses as well as neurological problems causing chronic pain and sensitivity and have to take so many meds each day it hurts my throat and one time it made me vomit so hard that I broke blood vessels in my eyes and I wish I could either be euthanized or shoot myself nearly every day. I'm sorry you are dealing with something similar, none of us consented to being born and everyone has to be tormented and it's horrible. Welcome here and I hope that you will find what you are looking for or that speaking with people here will at least make you happy. My parents are Swiss immigrants so I guess I'm a German too. I wish you the best of luck

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Have tons of mental illnesses as well as neurological problems causing chronic pain and sensitivity and have to take so many meds each day it hurts my throat and one time it made me vomit so hard that I broke blood vessels in my eyes and I wish I could either be euthanized or shoot myself nearly every day. I'm sorry you are dealing with something similar, none of us consented to being born and everyone has to be tormented and it's horrible. Welcome here and I hope that you will find what you are looking for or that speaking with people here will at least make you happy. My parents are Swiss immigrants so I guess I'm a German too. I wish you the best of luck

Yeah we both seem to be in a similar situation. Maybe we can stay in touch. It's certainly easier to have someone who knows exactly about these problems. I should be able to write PM by tomorrow afternoon

 

[grendel4578]

Yeah we both seem to be in a similar situation. Maybe we can stay in touch. It's certainly easier to have someone who knows exactly about these problems. I should be able to write PM by tomorrow afternoon

Sounds fine, about my neurological problems I still need to learn more about them though, and my mother thinks it could even be untreated diabetes or a thyroid problem, but I'm too fearful of yet another blood draw considering how bad my nerves are now, plus the last time I tried to get one the nurse missed the vein and pushed the needle deep inside and it hurt like hell. I hope you end up having a decent night

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Sounds fine, about my neurological problems I still need to learn more about them though, and my mother thinks it could even be untreated diabetes or a thyroid problem, but I'm too fearful of yet another blood draw considering how bad my nerves are now, plus the last time I tried to get one the nurse missed the vein and pushed the needle deep inside and it hurt like hell. I hope you end up having a decent night

You too

 

[carac]

It is a shame we all can't just live until we've had enough then go peacefully of our own choosing, it's perfectly feasible and in many cases logical just society in general seems so against it. It is my biggest fear too that I will lose my own agency and be trapped here suffering

 

[grendel4578]

It is a shame we all can't just live until we've had enough then go peacefully of our own choosing, it's perfectly feasible and in many cases logical just society in general seems so against it. It is my biggest fear too that I will lose my own agency and be trapped here suffering

i agree, voluntary euthanasia without restrictions should be allowed. i've heard switzerland and netherlands have some decent laws on it but i still need to do more research

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Good morning (at least, it's morning here, to all the others good day).

I've had a bad night with a light seizure and cramps. I'm going to see the doctor lately. For now I have my parents around. Damn I hate my body sometimes