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fallingleaves

fallingleaves

Soy un perdedor! I'm a loser, baby.
Nov 21, 2024
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I am about to attempt partial hanging because the pain is too great. I wish you all the very best should I succeed.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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Wishing you the best. I hope you find peace
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace! Good luck!
 
L'absent

L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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I hope you can find peace, even if you can't. Remember that every success is preceded by many failures.💔😘🌈🍁🙏
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
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It's so cruel to me how there's all this pain and suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Wishing you the peace you seek. We're here for you
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
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Peace & love! 🤗🌹💔
 
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fallingleaves

fallingleaves

Soy un perdedor! I'm a loser, baby.
Nov 21, 2024
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Hello. I'm still alive, unfortunately. But I return with some insights about what to look for in crisis services so that they don't call the cops. The terms 'non-carceral' and 'non-escalation/non-escalationist' seem to be key search terms. There ARE crisis services out there with this philosophy, but they're rarer and underfunded. I hope this changes. I didn't intend to be talked out of my suicide, but I'm an impatient and impulsive person at times, and at some point the fire left my body. I was looking for my pencil case to write some things, and I felt the exhaustion hit me. After the exhaustion came anger. How is it that I have a spine but the people around me are so spineless? But here I am, your angry motherfucker.
 
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