I have been a long time watcher on the threads and new entry (just today) on the forums.
First of all, let me introduce myself, I'm Tumbler, a 36 year-old dad and husband.
Recently, I found that I am going to be fired from my job which support my family for years. My wife has little to no work experience and cannot get a job. And to put matters into a worst perspective, even my 11 year experience curriculums are being denied for even low positions that I expected to get accepted into. Amazing!
So I've been recently been contemplating CTB and researched all the methods online for 2 weeks until I came across this forum. I have to say it is a breath of fresh air to meet people that are like-minded in this regard and have little to no Taboo's regarding the topic of CTB.
As depression is getting a hold of me and I cry everytime my daughter tells me she loves me very much, I found the Forums to be of confort as I research more and more about how to take control of my own life (and if necessary, to exit it) in the correct matter.
I was only aware of the exit bag as a peacefull way out (and to some extent the CO method) but the more I read into the SN, the more of an promising alternative it pressented given the low availability of getting a Nitrogen Tank. Further, the derivatives of the exit bag, including getting the tank itself, are rather expensive and I would not break the bank to leave some for my Wife and Daughter to continue foward.
So with 2 methods primarily avaible, I think SN is the way to go give its fact acting (or rather, the windows is acceptable) for me to be found by anyone while the CO method is very dangerous to perform (with high risk of failure).
In any case, wanted to give this introducting not as a way of introducing another soul to the forum but to sincerely thank everyone who runs it. No matter what you plan, an informed mind is better than a ignorant mind.
First of all, let me introduce myself, I'm Tumbler, a 36 year-old dad and husband.
Recently, I found that I am going to be fired from my job which support my family for years. My wife has little to no work experience and cannot get a job. And to put matters into a worst perspective, even my 11 year experience curriculums are being denied for even low positions that I expected to get accepted into. Amazing!
So I've been recently been contemplating CTB and researched all the methods online for 2 weeks until I came across this forum. I have to say it is a breath of fresh air to meet people that are like-minded in this regard and have little to no Taboo's regarding the topic of CTB.
As depression is getting a hold of me and I cry everytime my daughter tells me she loves me very much, I found the Forums to be of confort as I research more and more about how to take control of my own life (and if necessary, to exit it) in the correct matter.
I was only aware of the exit bag as a peacefull way out (and to some extent the CO method) but the more I read into the SN, the more of an promising alternative it pressented given the low availability of getting a Nitrogen Tank. Further, the derivatives of the exit bag, including getting the tank itself, are rather expensive and I would not break the bank to leave some for my Wife and Daughter to continue foward.
So with 2 methods primarily avaible, I think SN is the way to go give its fact acting (or rather, the windows is acceptable) for me to be found by anyone while the CO method is very dangerous to perform (with high risk of failure).
In any case, wanted to give this introducting not as a way of introducing another soul to the forum but to sincerely thank everyone who runs it. No matter what you plan, an informed mind is better than a ignorant mind.
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