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painofzed

Student
Dec 15, 2021
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I've been a way for a few months because somehow after years of severe depression I started feeling a little bit better. Then I started looking into buying my first house and realized I'm 40, if I get a 30 year mortgage I have to work until I'm 70 to pay that off. Then I popped back into reality and realize it doesn't matter if I have to work to pay for the house until I'm 70 or not, I'm going to have to work until I die regardless. Now I'm back and I'm committed, working on the plan and will keep you all posted. Wish me luck.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans, your feelings of not wishing to be trapped here working for the rest of your life are very much understandable.
 

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