Heartbroken

[Bärchen]

I don't know if i was ever in love. I usually get dumped before even a date, i never had one btw.
One time 15 years ago a woman told me she likes me and spend time with me, a week later she had someone else.
A few times i managed to talk to women and ask them for a date, they say yes and thats always the last time hear from them.

 

[tomz323]

True.

Even though love has killed me inside - I am nevertheless grateful for the experience.

Yeah, all I really meant was it would have been nice to have someone to love you.

 

[Lost]

I know how you feel. Married 30 years, now he sends love notes to a married coworker and she also takes his presents

 

[Smalldangles]

Yes it hurts so much I know what you going through, after everything we give an they shatter our hearts

Exactly! Sending love. It's such a horrible pain x

 

[Seaghost]

Right I'm split up with my partner an I can't it much more just the thought of never seeing her again is killing me an someone else touching her an I know pain in death would be easier than live a life without her so I just ordered 100g of sodium nitrite an going be making some pills with them 12g should be enough to end it all.

I'm with you. The fuck I'm with you .
My ex told me today she met someone new.
I'm envious you ordered already. It's really time to ctb as soon as possible.
My best wishes for you!!!

 

[JCStar01]

I know how you feel. Married 30 years, now he sends love notes to a married coworker and she also takes his presents

Oh what the fuck is up with that? 30 years?? Presents?? Fuck that POS.

 

[Only Me Here]

People fucken suck!

 

[Gavalar]

Me and my ex broke up 2 months ago because we didn't speak for about 3 days, and when I tried to message she killed the talk after 3 texts. I told her I was upset but didn't want to talk about it. She tried to call me and I didn't pick up. She broke it off the next day.
I found her on 2 dating sites yesterday and deleted them both, as I'm using them as a distraction. I reached out to her after 6 weeks of no contact but she only wants to be friends.
I cant stop thinking of suicide to be honest. All I want is to end the pain.

 

[Spartacus00]

Me and my ex broke up 2 months ago because we didn't speak for about 3 days, and when I tried to message she killed the talk after 3 texts. I told her I was upset but didn't want to talk about it. She tried to call me and I didn't pick up. She broke it off the next day.
I found her on 2 dating sites yesterday and deleted them both, as I'm using them as a distraction. I reached out to her after 6 weeks of no contact but she only wants to be friends.
I cant stop thinking of suicide to be honest. All I want is to end the pain.

I feel for you bro, can't imagine what that like to be on sites must mean your searching for something an to think she can't find that in you I know how much that hurts as my ex lied to me an I just found out she went from me straight to another guy after she said she needs be by herself, heartbreaks are the worst pain ever an this why I plan on going this week if my SN turns up cos I can't go on like this, but I hope you have the strength that I don't to carry on, I can't because I know my ex was my true love she made me who I am an without her my life is rubbish an not worth a thing.

 

[Gavalar]

I feel for you bro, can't imagine what that like to be on sites must mean your searching for something an to think she can't find that in you I know how much that hurts as my ex lied to me an I just found out she went from me straight to another guy after she said she needs be by herself, heartbreaks are the worst pain ever an this why I plan on going this week if my SN turns up cos I can't go on like this, but I hope you have the strength that I don't to carry on, I can't because I know my ex was my true love she made me who I am an without her my life is rubbish an not worth a thing.

I feel the exact same way.
For once I was happy and at peace.
Now I can't stop blaming myself. It's like the last year didn't even happen at all.
I can barely function so what's the point in going on anymore.

 

[Maksimka Ai]

It is very painful, and I understand you, I have been living with this for over a year now ..

 

[marcusuk63]

i total understand and is the main reason i have lived on my own for 20 years , dont get me wrong i have been far from a monk but have purposely never formed another long term relationship, Lisa killed my soul .My one regret is that i was caught taking an overdose . I was a total wreck i stopped eating and went down to 7 stone /98 ilbs . I still haven't really got over her fully . Everyone is different and every situation is different so no one can really give you advice

 

[Spartacus00]

Finally it's arrived today shall be my last day on this earth, fingers crossed anyway I just making my own tablets now so I hope it all goes to plan, an I finally be happy wherever I shall go.

 

[CursedForDisaster]

I'm in a similar boat and hope you've found a wonderful afterlife.

I was with my best friend for a few years before my mental health deteriorated and then ruined my life (though I sometimes entertain that it was already deteriorating), leading her to fall for someone else then leaving me for him, 2 years later they've lived together a year, are planing on buying a house and she's going to university...I wasn't right for her at the time and can't blame her for 100% cutting me out of her life, I took it hard, she had already started a new life (we were in LDR)...I've given up on life for a while, even before I lost her...but if I could go back, the person I'd be...now I'm still just waiting for death with a bit more wood on the fire