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Like_the_Angel

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May 3, 2025
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Hello people I always thought that nature of existence itself is cyclical, as laws of nature and universe
So what i think what Dostoyevsky said "you will burn and burn out again and you will heal again" but being a cycle you will return burning out
Ive worked on my suicidal instinct these years sometimes i stayed away from them and this site for a long period but I'm here again thinking same things over and over again
Is it possible to stop this cycle? What's to point in "heal" and "fall" and do it all over again till the end? Im kinda tired of it
 

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