He makes me want to ctb

[Stormo]

How do I end this stupid fucking situationship im in? He triggered my PTSD so bad the other day and has done frequently. I need this to end but can't fucking do it.

I've been seeing him for over a year now. I know it'll never be a real relationship. He does not care about me and will never love me. Now he's really pushing me to my limits emotionally. He knows I was in an abusive relationship and even sat with me when I made a police report. He came to the station with me. Why does he continue to yell at me and push me?

I want to fucking die. Why does every man hate me and use me? Why can't I leave him? I hate myself for being in this situation. I'm so alone. I just really want it to end.

 

[Saponification]

I can relate to the feeling of knowing something will never work out but you still stay because the alternative is drowning in loneliness. As someone with attachment issues, situationships are horseshit and no one deserves that torture.

 

[TBONTB]

How do I end this stupid fucking situationship im in? He triggered my PTSD so bad the other day and has done frequently. I need this to end but can't fucking do it.

I've been seeing him for over a year now. I know it'll never be a real relationship. He does not care about me and will never love me. Now he's really pushing me to my limits emotionally. He knows I was in an abusive relationship and even sat with me when I made a police report. He came to the station with me. Why does he continue to yell at me and push me?

I want to fucking die. Why does every man hate me and use me? Why can't I leave him? I hate myself for being in this situation. I'm so alone. I just really want it to end.

That sounds miserable.

You asked the question "why can't I just leave him". I think it was kind of rhetorical but in reality, what is keeping you from leaving him