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miles-away

miles-away

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May 13, 2025
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It's literally loser baby disease lol. You're a fuckup at everything and you're just coasting through life at a certain point. You have dreams and goals but zero motivation to see them through. Most of us work shitty jobs for the rest of our lives.

Adhd ruined my fucking life and I'm sick of it being portrayed as someone just being a little fidgety. It's part of the reason I will ctb.
 
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Lost_Dawns

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Jul 17, 2026
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i have never understood how some people with neurodivergencies are able to just succeed with no problems it seems. someone i used to know years ago with autism and adhd got a masters degree at 21.

and then i can barely do high school algebra
 
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rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

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Aug 20, 2025
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i have never understood how some people with neurodivergencies are able to just succeed with no problems it seems. someone i used to know years ago with autism and adhd got a masters degree at 21.

and then i can barely do high school algebra
That person had a good support system and was probably on meds. Which is great. In order to do anything in life with ADHD or any other neurodivergencies you need to do crack or something but medically
 
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Lost_Dawns

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That person had a good support system and was probably on meds. Which is great. In order to do anything in life with ADHD or any other neurodivergencies you need to do crack or something but medically
from what i knew their parents were okay to them and they were unmedicated
 
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miles-away

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May 13, 2025
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i have never understood how some people with neurodivergencies are able to just succeed with no problems it seems. someone i used to know years ago with autism and adhd got a masters degree at 21.

and then i can barely do high school algebra
Those are the savant types and they are extremely rare. Most of us are socially awkward as fuck and work as grocery baggers for forever.
 
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plskilme

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Jul 8, 2026
108
It's literally loser baby disease lol. You're a fuckup at everything and you're just coasting through life at a certain point. You have dreams and goals but zero motivation to see them through. Most of us work shitty jobs for the rest of our lives.

Adhd ruined my fucking life and I'm sick of it being portrayed as someone just being a little fidgety. It's part of the reason I will ctb.
Felt. I have inattentive adhd + the tism. It fucking sucks and its part of the reason why I want to die. I cant do anything right. I just wish God would take me already...
 
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DoubleYefreitor

Scum Of The Earth
Aug 29, 2025
10
ADD is a curse. Its so embarrassing to be a grown adult and have to be monitored like a little child because I will not notice/forget/ not do incredibly basic things. And everyone thinks that I just don't care or that I'm lazy or an entitled prick. I've tried 4 different stims and nothing has worked. I've taken it as a sign that the universe wants me to CTB.
 
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Pluto

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maggineko

Holding on 'till May
Aug 10, 2026
119
It's literally loser baby disease lol. You're a fuckup at everything and you're just coasting through life at a certain point. You have dreams and goals but zero motivation to see them through. Most of us work shitty jobs for the rest of our lives.

Adhd ruined my fucking life and I'm sick of it being portrayed as someone just being a little fidgety. It's part of the reason I will ctb.
I feel this so hard. It's so frustrating because I could be lying down with 10 assignments due tomorrow and still not get up to do any of it. I swear to God, I may be lazy, but I don't want to be lazy. Like I want to do things but I can't for whatever reason.
 
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esotericaa

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Aug 16, 2026
3
god yeah its so frustrating... literally cant do anything whether i need to or want to -_- cant tell if its the adhd or depression that makes me incapable of getting anything done but its miserable either way
 
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PsychedeliaSuicide

Suiciding to get isekai'd to the 60s
Jun 29, 2026
26
Me too, I'm so fucking over it. People say we are lazy but I am very ambitious, I just can't do it, I have to fight myself to get decent results, and I'm tired of putting all this mental energy into everything just to focus.
 
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Johnny99

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Apr 2, 2025
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I have this "ADHD Paralysis". It's there 24/7 and makes me completely disabled.

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rainatthebusstop

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Aug 20, 2025
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from what i knew their parents were okay to them and they were unmedicated
Ah so they got like really lucky with the Autism and ADHD combo where they are a savant. Good for them.

I wish that wasn't the default portrayal for autistic people tho. I almost prefer being seen as a fucking idiot rather than whatever the Good Doctor is
 
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