pomie
i Don't even exist bro
- Sep 14, 2025
- 52
I dont get to start over, i will never be able to hit "reset" and have a happy life instead where i grew up loved, where i grew up into an actual person.
I had a single shot in life, and its completely ruined. This is it, this is all I get. This is what life is going to be life now. I'm left picking up whats left of me just because one mentally ill narc "I am feel uncomfortable when we are not about me?" woman married a misogynistic pedo-adjacent piece of shit and then surprise, divorced. Why does the burden of fixing everything always fall on the exhausted traumatized person?
But no, I'm too old to feel actual sympathy for because I'm in my early twenties and I'm not cute anymore. They only care about you if you're a little baby. Once you grow up, it's all your own fault and you're fucking lazy. How the fuck am i supposed to be an adult when i wasnt raised properly? Oh you didnt want to be born? well too bad, you cant kill yourself, now go suck it up and play along like all other npcs. Im not gonna play along, it feels like im the only person to woke up
I will never be normal and i will never be a functioning member of "society". I hate everyone.
Therapy is a scam i considered but will not work on me the more i think about it. mmmm mondays lasagn
I had a single shot in life, and its completely ruined. This is it, this is all I get. This is what life is going to be life now. I'm left picking up whats left of me just because one mentally ill narc "I am feel uncomfortable when we are not about me?" woman married a misogynistic pedo-adjacent piece of shit and then surprise, divorced. Why does the burden of fixing everything always fall on the exhausted traumatized person?
But no, I'm too old to feel actual sympathy for because I'm in my early twenties and I'm not cute anymore. They only care about you if you're a little baby. Once you grow up, it's all your own fault and you're fucking lazy. How the fuck am i supposed to be an adult when i wasnt raised properly? Oh you didnt want to be born? well too bad, you cant kill yourself, now go suck it up and play along like all other npcs. Im not gonna play along, it feels like im the only person to woke up
I will never be normal and i will never be a functioning member of "society". I hate everyone.
Therapy is a scam i considered but will not work on me the more i think about it. mmmm mondays lasagn
