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FreshCrabs

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Oct 28, 2025
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it's hard to imagine that i even signed up for this site. I feel like the world is going to shit. I do not feel like the people who are meant to care for me gives a shit about my mental health. I'm currently failing university and will pay big time in money for it. All I ever do is fuck up and I will continue to fuck up constantly for as long as I live.

i'm feeling this way, i'm constantly thinking about doing it, but i can't bring myself to actually do it.

i feel like if i was ever found on this site, my parents would just shout at me. they did it when i self harm. i don't know why they even think that accomplished anyways since i still sh.

im tired of feeling like shit all the time. idk what to do
 
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Mar 21, 2019
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Welcome! No judgement here. Everyone has a story, all sad to varying degrees.
 
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I'm sorry life has brought you here. It might sound strange, but I hope you're able to find some comfort. Many people here are understanding. Moreso than most.
 
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