Venting DayDreams And Fantasies

[vanillamilkshakes]

Constantly dreaming of another reality is one of my only true escapes. If I'm alone for long enough, I can almost start to feel my daydreams bleeding into my current reality, which seems to be the only way I can receive a small dose of happiness and relief. I dream of another life, I dream that I'm a completely different person, and that the reality I'm currently situated in is simply a bad dream, one I will soon wake up from. I waste hours upon hours each day doing this. If I 'focus' hard enough on my fantasies, I can almost escape.

I often think about how I may be in the wrong timeline, how there was no rational reason for my life to veer off-course, I wonder if I was supposed to die, and that reality fucked up and left me here, leaving no set plan for my life.

 

[TheCallOfTheStars]

I feel the same way. I'm an artist and aspiring author, and I always daydream about the world that I created along with my own characters that I have drawn so much art for over the years, and that the little world I made is what awaits me on the other side. I dream that one day I'll wake up there and I'll be assured that everything is fine. When I wake up there, the horrible person I used to be is now gone and I can finally be who I want to be without anything else dragging me down.

 

[JustDreamer]

I do the same the only real relief or comfort comes from my day dreams. I've had the same two "worlds" for almost three years now that I spend a lot of time in. I don't think I'd be able to continue with out them. I even use a whole different name in my little worlds.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I do the same the only real relief or comfort comes from my day dreams. I've had the same two "worlds" for almost three years now that I spend a lot of time in. I don't think I'd be able to continue with out them. I even use a whole different name in my little worlds.

I relate heavily to you, I seem to live in two worlds as well, I've spent so long in my daydreams sometimes the line between reality and fantasy blurs.