evilblondegirl
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- Aug 3, 2025
- 9
I was 4 when my mom decided to take her life while i was at school and we got taken away from our dad as well that month because he couldn't handle being a single father to 3 girls so over the years i developed age regression which I am embarrassed and ashamed because I'm a adult that involuntary needs to age regress throughout my day which made school really hard for me as my age regression started as early as 6 and I got pulled out of school at a very young age 11 because of how traumatized I was of going to school since I was a kid I would cry all day at school because I was terrified something bad was gonna happen to my grandma or sisters which who I lived with while I was away like what happened to my mom fast forward I found a boyfriend the love of my life about 2 years ago and I start dating him and he was really helping me with my regression and was kind trying to reparent me so I got very emotional attached to him and he died this may due to fentanyl and now I feel just like I did when my mom died but worse he was really my last hope for feeling better my last hope in humanity and now I feel like I'm gonna do what my mom did I hate being a adult I just wanna feel that love and safety again i can't tell if I want to die or not I just want it back
