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Trilogy33

Trilogy33

My heart is broken.
Feb 26, 2023
15
I keep having so many dreams about taking nembutal and in one of those dreams I had there came a woman to me she was so white and shiny like a beautiful angel and she gave me nembutal and I took an injection of it and ctb after.

So guys, what do you think this dream means? Is it because I keep thinking about ctb or is it some sort of a vision that will become true in my reality? Have you guys ever had like those dreams?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,705
I don't really think that dreams are visions, and anyway nobody can get N unless one exists in a country where they can get legalised assisted suicide. And I think that if someone is thinking about ctb during their waking moments all the time it makes sense that they would dream about it, I so envy those who have N, it certainly sounds like the best and most peaceful way to exit this world, it's horrible to me how we are denied that option.
 
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HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
I think you just want to die really badly.
Suicide also became more common in my dreams.
 

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