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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
October is always bullshit for me; it has both the birth and death dates of my best friend and my mother.

I've been having seizures in my sleep; one in late July, another two weeks ago. I wasn't even fully recovered from the first seizure when I had the second one. I shredded my tongue up, my whole body hurts when I move. Brain fog is clinging on still.

The last couple of days, my landlady has [frankly, rightfully] textually gone off on me and we still need to have ~a talk~.

It would be so easy to just tie that makeshift shoelace ratchet around my neck...
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Whatever happens, very best wishes for some peaceful resolution for you.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
I escaped the worst of it, finally had that talk with my landlady.

I'm still on thin ice, but at least I still have a place to live.
 
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