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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
187
I thought I was recovering but no it's only getting worse and worse week after week month after month idk what more I can do
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,072
It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I imagine it must be tiring what you have to go through, I find it dreadful how existing can easily get worse, but anyway I wish you the best.
 
Kassender

Kassender

Experienced
Aug 29, 2018
263
i know the feeling, sorry you´re experiencing this

last 2 years were really encouraging for me too but then it just resets to how it always is.
It´s so frustrating.
 
Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
187
i know the feeling, sorry you´re experiencing this

last 2 years were really encouraging for me too but then it just resets to how it always is.
It´s so frustrating.
Honestly ready to take my bow my sword and just leave this shitty word behind go into the woods and never come back
i know the feeling, sorry you´re experiencing this

last 2 years were really encouraging for me too but then it just resets to how it always is.
It´s so frustrating.
It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I imagine it must be tiring what you have to go through, I find it dreadful how existing can easily get worse, but anyway I wish you the best.
Yea it is at the point I just want to be with my daughter wherever she is now
 
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