MewtwoIsAlive

MewtwoIsAlive

Suffering
Jul 11, 2020
214
More like physical illness, yas I did.
 
Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
521
I've had a good streak in personal fitness for the last couple of years (walking and much as I can and doing ergo-meter sessions daily).

Since the beginning of the year I've replaced that with hanging around in front of the computer or doom-scrolling twitter.
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,407
Yes. Trying to get motivated to get back into it, but I am also hoping to CTB soon, so there is not much of a point.
 
Blue_mist

Blue_mist

Mortal
Apr 14, 2021
230
I used to read a lot especially Russian and Arabic literature but now i can't keep my concentration for more than half a page
 
H

Heavenbound

Specialist
Apr 11, 2023
304
Yes. I have lost all interest in things that I used to enjoy. I have repeatedly tried to get back into some of them, but I just don't have the drive anymore.
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
Yes—game design and programming. Primarily character development and battle system engineer.
 
Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,338
I guess everything, I just keep listening to music (but there are days when I can't even concentrate on listening to it), watching series and movies (and I can't watch movies in their entirety, I have to watch them in several days) and connect to the internet (but I often get anxious and get up and keep walking up and down the floor.. and end up closing the computer).

Right now I am of little use to others and myself.

//

Suposo que tot, només conservo escoltar música (però hi ha dies que ni tan sols em puc concentrar en escoltar-la), veure séries i pel·lícules (i les pel·lícules no les puc veure senceres, les he de veure en diversos dies) i connectar-me a Internet (pero sovint tinc ansietat i m'aixeco i no paro d'anar amunt i avall pel pis.. i acabo tancant l'ordinador).

Ara mateix serveixo de poc als altres i a mi mateix.
 
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Punished Mantis

Punished Mantis

Member
Apr 12, 2023
12
I quit drawing. I just cannot muster the enjoyment anymore and I have zero drive. I finished a sketch a few months ago and felt hollow by the end of it.
 
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,817
My hobby is also my job- in the creative field. It used to mean everything to me but I'm finding it hard to motivate myself even to do that now. I don't think I'll get to the stage where I start missing my deadlines- I'm far too scared of failure and letting people down for that but something's definitely been shifting in me over the past year or so. It's hard to feel like anything matters anymore. I'm so reluctant to do anything.
 
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holohound

holohound

Member
Apr 13, 2023
21
I used to have so many hobbies. I read, wrote, drew, participated in local theatre in many areas, made crafts, played video games, did puzzles, built models. I lost the time and motivation to do any of that now, I basically spent the past week laying in bed, but have been out of touch for even longer.
 
Ringo

Ringo

Rabbits on the Moon
Dec 3, 2020
1,699
I was limited in many physical or outdoor activities such as driving a motorcycle or dancing. I have progressively stopped reading since it is difficult for me to stay focused and the same happens to a certain extent with series and movies.

I had to give up music almost completely since I couldn't bring my instruments when I moved nor have I been able to replace them and, although I don't count it as a hobby, I can't take care of my pets because I couldn't bring them with me.
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
236
Yes, boxing, snowboarding, football, basically anything physical is out of question.

And I might have to quit my job because my other physical illness limits me so much there. Who knows what happens then, that's why I found this forum and want to have CTB methods ready in case things get out of control, which is likely to happen.
I've had autoimmune disorders since childhood and feel the same way. Sorry that we share in these feelings and hope that maybe there's treatment that could help.
 
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unplug

unplug

Vapor Self
Apr 11, 2023
107
I did quit a hobby of mine. I wish to be that young and happy again.
 
rcs

rcs

Member
Dec 3, 2022
10
Any knitters here? I'm trying to make my first garment for this summer. If I last that long. I would love a knitting buddy! I'm trying to get back into knitting regularly just to do something that feels good.
 
C

Cecilia A

New Member
Jun 8, 2023
4
reading books and writing,I used to like to read a lot of books, especially detective novels.Now I can't concentrate and am often distracted.I feel like I'm not interested in anything right now.
 
Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,445
I quit my hobbies for a while but have gotten back into them. Guitar, primarily. I only quit playing it/practicing when my wrist begins to fatigue. No point in risking injury. When that happens I work on my singing, which I find more fun.

Would like to get back into reading and writing since I've noticed my spelling abilities have deteriorated. I often write common words wrong these days.
 
Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Yes. I loved climbing in the alps, running, cycling, swimming. I had always dreamed of doing the New York Marathon or the Ironman on day. So hard to realize, this probably will never come true
 
TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
Gaming, Lockpicking, 3D Modeling.

All dead. I just can't..

I used to have a following of people in my more crazy days, unfortunately i died inside and no longer have the will. It was kinda cult like but not really, violence oriented but i digress..

Stuff just deadens you after a time
 
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voc_89

voc_89

Experienced
Apr 10, 2023
232
socialising. I used to be a popular kid up till about middle school. Till the voices showed up
 
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UseItOrLoseIt

UseItOrLoseIt

1O'8
Dec 4, 2020
2,217
Gaming, playing piano, reading... I can't do nothing anymore. Can't enjoy it. I'm dead inside. Almost.
 
Remorse Code

Remorse Code

Member
Jun 10, 2023
10
For the past 4 yrs I've been unable to do anything I used to enjoy. I can no longer even watch a movie or tv show through without losing interest, let alone try to read a book, or do any of my hobbies. My favorite thing of all was music. WAS. I have a hard time listening to any music anymore. I used to be obsessed with listening to music, collecting it, and playing guitar and keyboards by ear. Now if I try, I just become even more depressed because I cannot do it. "There is a light and it never goes out".....except when it does.
 
jazzcat

jazzcat

dark eyed and miserable
May 19, 2023
138
I used to read a lot but now I can't focus enough, same with drawing and painting
I used to like learning about linguistics and learning new languages but I also feel like I can't do that anymore, I feel very stuck, my memory has gotten worse too so it's much more difficult to learn anything
 
jonghyun

jonghyun

trying to do well
May 6, 2023
95
I used to draw but got so paranoid that people secretly insulted my art behind my back. I doubt its true but i got too paranoid and then stopped practising. I used to be like a little prodigy for my age in school and everyone loved seeing my art. But these days i can't do it
 
J

just_so_done

Experienced
Apr 16, 2023
258
lost interest in literally everything as the depression and anxiety got worse. Used to do all sorts of crafts, spend time with friends, online games, used to read like a book a day. Now i have no desire or focus to do any of it. mental health really is a bitch!
 
BlackNails

BlackNails

Member
Jun 13, 2023
27
I no longer find enjoyment in anything new or old
 

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