Have you overheard your parents talking bad about you while you're half-awake?

[Riley [CTBus]]

As a kid, I've always heard them rambling about how much of a failure and disappointment I am. So I'm wondering if anyone has similar experiences? Mainly one of the reasons I will commit suicide.

 

[unluckysadness]

Same. It was really painful and I even closed my ears with my hands to avoid hearing what they said about me.
I wish you peace whatever happens.

 

[explosiveKai99]

Sure. Happens often. I stopped caring some time ago, because lost capacity.
It's not a problem when I'm dead, so. Definitely motivates me.

 

[sleepytime5]

As a kid, I've always heard them rambling about how much of a failure and disappointment I am. So I'm wondering if anyone has similar experiences? Mainly one of the reasons I will commit suicide.

Didn't have to be half awake or supected of sleeping they just said it out loud, especially my dad, the words most commonly heard by me as a kid were (moron, idiot, re___rd, braindead etc) all over small shit too, like I'm trying to think what exactly was the deal in dropping something that it required all that but I can't seem to figure anything out. Well it's not like I ever gave a shit, after turning 10 everything I heard was just spam in my brains opinion, I think it really bit them in the ass as much as it bit me, I have very bady rejection sensitivity now and in constant need of validation. On the other hand my brain sees anything done to my parents as bad, whether I kill them or slightly bother them is the same, so I never feel bad when they complain about something I actually did wrong