Have you lost your will to live?

[Dejected 55]

Yes I have. I'm struggling just to get out of bed it's been so rough

Same. Two out of the last three days I didn't want to get out of bed and stayed there for several hours awake just laying there not wanting to get up... and even when I get up I feel lethargic and my arms feel so heavy. Most days I wake up with a headache and nausea to varying degrees. A lot of days I don't take anything for the headache because I think maybe I deserve the extra pain.