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DoomCry

Student
Mar 5, 2025
144
All the people we've lost—friends, family, those who left too soon…
Part of me hopes there's a place where we can find them again, hold them one more time, say everything we never had the chance to say.

But then the doubt creeps in.
What if, by choosing to leave—by making that final, desperate choice—we're condemned to never see them again?
What if suicide separates us from them forever, sending us to an empty place, a locked room where we burn alone, with no comfort, no voice, no way back?

Doesn't that thought scare you?
Doesn't it haunt you, the idea of losing everything forever, right when all you wanted was peace?

I carry that fear with me.
And sometimes, it's the only thing that keeps me here."
 
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SaudadeSea

Member
Apr 13, 2025
7
I don't believe in anything after death. There will be no "me" in any form at all, therefore I won't be contemplating on being alone or locked or whatever. I will be no more. Vanished. And that's a good thing.
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
419
Not to fused about my so called loved ones.. im just looking forward to se my big daft gjrl.. a 40kg american bulldog ..i lost a few years back.. plus i hope that you get chance to haunt some one .. cos my ex is getting haunted to fuck... im not a relgious person in any way shape or form.. but who knows..i know id viat my daughter who has no idea who i am thanks to her mum.. id hug my dog.. and haunt my ex till it puts be on a ward..
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Maybe terrible to say, but I'm more hoping to meet the dogs who loved me and lived with me through the years; and trusting that they'll forgive me for when I let them down and didn't love them as they did me.
 
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Grav

Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
879
I personally think I'll just be gone and be-no-more, but if you see loved ones do you also see people you don't like? Would those baddies be rehab'd to be not bad and could you accept them? I'd like to see my mom and grandpa but not my dad. If my dad was changed to not be as I knew him would I want to see him? Do people in their life review become better (heard that before if you believe in the review), and if you only knew them as bad do you change to see that they changed?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,333
I don't believe in anything after death. There will be no "me" in any form at all, therefore I won't be contemplating on being alone or locked or whatever. I will be no more. Vanished. And that's a good thing.
i don't believe there is anything after Death also. it's a very good thing this horrible life and evil world won't ever exist again to me , as I will never exist again . ultimate bliss to me as it was before they birthed me into this hell.
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I just want to reunite with my deceased dogs
 
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oneirataxia

oneirataxia

Borderline schizo (sorta fine tits tho)
Apr 22, 2024
484
What I feel, deep down, is "maybe."
 
bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
There can't possibly be any afterlife. This is it. This is the world. This is the entirety of our existence.Fragile human ego needs to believe that there is something more. But if you think about it. There are billions of us alive right now, and there were billions more who have died in the past. Do you really think we're all accumulating somewhere and living on after death..ridiculous.
 
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Coin

When will tomorrow be better?
Apr 6, 2023
33
Part of me hopes there's a place where we can find them again, hold them one more time, say everything we never had the chance to say.
I hope so too. The thought of this is nice. My great-grandparents, my grandparents, my dog, my friends who took their life or passed in an accident, all deserve more than I ever gave them within this life.
If such an afterlife exists, I would also want to stay behind to comfort anyone that arrives after me. It's only fair if my loved ones waited for me.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,968
I wish
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,184
Back to the void, ya I would like to talk to my dad again, but that's not the way it works, so be it.
 
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Stan Swiftie

Student
Apr 3, 2025
102
All the people we've lost—friends, family, those who left too soon…
Part of me hopes there's a place where we can find them again, hold them one more time, say everything we never had the chance to say.

But then the doubt creeps in.
What if, by choosing to leave—by making that final, desperate choice—we're condemned to never see them again?
What if suicide separates us from them forever, sending us to an empty place, a locked room where we burn alone, with no comfort, no voice, no way back?

Doesn't that thought scare you?
Doesn't it haunt you, the idea of losing everything forever, right when all you wanted was peace?

I carry that fear with me.
And sometimes, it's the only thing that keeps me here."
To me...
The choice is Hell on Earth
Or the real Hell
I choose the real Hell
I'm going there when I die, no matter what
Because I have irreconcilable differences with God
The Asshole has prepared me for the real Hell for 50 years
I'm ready.
 
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devils~advocate

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
292
I too grew up and into my adult life, believing that I would be with my family in an afterlife. In some form or another.
I have family now that fully believes in this....and I can tell that it brings a sense of relief to them believing in this.
They are not worried....or are bothered by not being here alive.

I also know its sad to realize that there is nothing beyond this reality though. There can't be.
Its depressing in finally accepting this notion. I really wanted to believe in a infinite future....

Accepting this....and knowing that all religious ideologies are not even remotely true........are one of the reasons for my ctb.
 
worldclass_sinner

worldclass_sinner

Trying to Get to Heaven Before They Close the Door
Mar 15, 2025
24
I was afraid of committing suicide because I didn't want to go to hell but then my life became hell itself so I'm not scared of dying tbh i would rather die than live another day to see myself become miserable. And end this Cain of suffering, so the choice is pretty clear to me
 
other-ghost

other-ghost

rotting
Apr 5, 2025
81
I hope not. The main reason why i'm scared of death is the thought of meeting someone in afterlife, especially my mom. i REALLY hope there's nothing for me, just the eternal end. I can't handle meeting her in that situation.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,968
What if we're only allowed to see one of them?