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seeweed

seeweed

Member
Feb 2, 2026
21
Mine would be that just before ending my life, i want to see my parents looking at me in horror or pity. Sometimes i envision myself inside a hospital room slowly dying after showing obvious intent of wanting to die this way and there is no cure, and they would just stand there knowing they absolutely cant do anything to save me. I cant hurt them physically, but maybe psychology. . or maybe just laying down with my organs splattered everywhere with a knife in my hand while im slowly losing consciousness. Ever since ive been thinking of ctb, theres always this specific scenery of my parents seeing me just lose it. See the light go away as i die. I would be smiling at them and say that i am their child and their own blood. their names would be seen written in my body for my autopsy and they just straight up just freeze.
 
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

put a red heart if u love espoir city
Oct 16, 2025
180
guillotine, but who has the time to build one or even the skills
 
qwert3948

qwert3948

Why are you crying Lain?
Apr 24, 2023
141
i think about throwing myself out my window. going face first to the floor and breaking my neck in half
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,085
Yes, I've imagined ceasing to exist peacefully and never suffering in this torturous, dreadful and harmful existence ever again which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to be permanently at peace from the terrible mistake of existence.

In this existence that just causes all this suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured non-existence is just the only peace for me, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I just want to erase this existence that only ever tortures existing beings. I always suffer so much from existing in this evil world where I cannot just have the option to peacefully never suffer again with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.
 
PainThreshold

PainThreshold

New Member
Feb 3, 2026
1
Well, there's plenty of mosque here in this country, and sometimes i thought of yoinking one from the police during the prostration.

But then there's a good chance it wouldn't be loaded and I'll go to jail if it's not.
 

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