Venting Have to leavethe conversation because im pathetic

[SwanLakeDance]

thats all, i dont know what to do. the more im in the vc or in the conversation with my frinds i cant help but feels so pathetic and jealous looking how strong they're mentally. they're so perfect they sounds so fun to talk with and reliable while im just a fucking piece of shit who cant feels any other emotion than sadness every 1 or 2 hours 24/7. I fucking hate my life i fucking hate myself i hate every single thing. i wanna cut myself so bad,, i wanna cut my arm open and chop it into pieces i wanna overdose the whole botle and die,

 

[Hollowmon]

I feel completely the same, just with everyone instead of friends since i only have one bc of it

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly can be so awful feeling trapped in an existence that you hate, and it must be painful having to deal with so much envy towards others. It really sounds like you are suffering so much so I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you wish for.