DogSandwich
You know, like a failure
- Apr 4, 2024
- 29
I'm afraid.
I'm afraid that life is both short and long. Short in the way that you cannot recognize the sweetness soon enough to savor it. Long so that the aches are dark and interminable.
I want to leave. I've just gotten divorced and seriously doubt that I will be able to love again. I've attempted once, about 5 years ago, and my attempt seriously undermined my marriage. I believe that the world is a bad place, not just because of the awfulness visited upon it by people, but by it's very nature. My wife resented my views.
I was able to order SN and now it's sitting in my pantry. I'm still unsure if I want to CTB that way or if I want to use a hood and Nitrogen. Which would be more peaceful?
I'm afraid that life is both short and long. Short in the way that you cannot recognize the sweetness soon enough to savor it. Long so that the aches are dark and interminable.
I want to leave. I've just gotten divorced and seriously doubt that I will be able to love again. I've attempted once, about 5 years ago, and my attempt seriously undermined my marriage. I believe that the world is a bad place, not just because of the awfulness visited upon it by people, but by it's very nature. My wife resented my views.
I was able to order SN and now it's sitting in my pantry. I'm still unsure if I want to CTB that way or if I want to use a hood and Nitrogen. Which would be more peaceful?