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hippiedeath

hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
249
I have a shotgun now, and I've set a date to ctb. I've been pulling away from family, who are fake bullies anyway. I've realized people will never be there for me. Never had friends. I feel a sense of calm, knowing I can go any day I choose. Looking forward to ending it.
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
721
Lots of information for using a shotgun on here.
 
hippiedeath

hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
249
Lots of information for using a shotgun on here.
Yes, I'm sure of how to do it properly. I will go into the woods at night and find a log to sit on. I will put the gun in my mouth slightly angled up towards the brainstem. When I'm confident, I will pull the trigger. It's a relatively short barrel.
 
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playalistic

playalistic

LLJODYWOAH
Jul 5, 2025
39
I feel a sense of calm, knowing I can go any day I choose.
felt, i have my plan & arrangements in place as well and when im suffering the thought in the back of my mind knowing that i will leave this earth soon & have a way out eases & Calms things
 
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