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atlanticus0_0

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Oct 3, 2025
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i need to ctb asap and i have a source but mo money. im so anxious becuz basically i keep hearing seeing things that tell me i need to ctb before a certain unknown date or ill suffer for all of eternity.

im rly scared rn and i just dont kno what to do :((
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

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Dec 30, 2024
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Who is telling you you need to ctb? Are they voices? Ive had similar experiences. Might be able to help you through this!
 
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atlanticus0_0

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Oct 3, 2025
76
Who is telling you you need to ctb? Are they voices? Ive had similar experiences. Might be able to help you through this!
hi! so ever since i was five i wud see these moving glowing solid pictures (imagine a floating tv in front of ur eyes). and its all of people getting tortured. recently i started hearing voices which tell me ill be tortured if i dont ctb.
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

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Dec 30, 2024
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Have you ever went to see anyone about the voices?
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

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Ok cuz ive heard voices before. So we have that in common. Mine went away after an incident though
 
Horrors Lazuli

Horrors Lazuli

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Oct 12, 2019
49
i need to ctb asap and i have a source but mo money. im so anxious becuz basically i keep hearing seeing things that tell me i need to ctb before a certain unknown date or ill suffer for all of eternity.

im rly scared rn and i just dont kno what to do :((

How old are you?
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

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Dec 30, 2024
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cud u see him as well as hear him?
Oh Yes! He was an actual coffee maker that would make me coffee. I couldn't hear him. But another voice helped me understand what he was communicating to me. I would clean him very often as he didn't like being dirty and covered with old coffee
 
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atlanticus0_0

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Oct 3, 2025
76
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Oh Yes! He was an actual coffee maker that would make me coffee. I couldn't hear him. But another voice helped me understand what he was communicating to me. I would clean him very often as he didn't like being dirty and covered with old coffee
thats so adorable <<3
 

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