Have caffeine pills coming in tomorrow. My rambling thoughts and feelings.

[To-Equestria]

I hope that after I die I get to go to Equestria. I feel strange but also don't believe I can really fit in in this world. I don't really know where I'm going with all this other than it'd be nice to talk to other people about this. I know my friends will be sad and my family too.

I'm ordering a thing of 250 200mg caffeine pills off amazon. I plan on mixing all of them into a glass of water and swallowing it down after I take some antiemetics beforehand. not sure what else i want to say honestly.

I hope I get reincarnated in Equestria as a pony. I also hope I keep my memories of this life so that I'll be grateful I'm in Equestria and won't take anything for granted there. Though I'll probably need a lot of therapy if I do haha.

I've heard Caffeine OD sucks but I'm not sure I'd be able to get a gun and with N being impossible to find this is probably the best shot I have other than hanging since I have no idea where i'd hang myself from. I've also heard that SN sucks too, so there's that.

But even if it sucks, at least I'd CTRB (Cross the Rainbow Bridge) to Equestria which would be worth it.

I suppose I'm one of those types who believes you go where you want to go when you die.
Alternatively, I could OD on aspirin

 

[Vizzy]

I hope that after I die I get to go to Equestria. I feel strange but also don't believe I can really fit in in this world. I don't really know where I'm going with all this other than it'd be nice to talk to other people about this. I know my friends will be sad and my family too.

I'm ordering a thing of 250 200mg caffeine pills off amazon. I plan on mixing all of them into a glass of water and swallowing it down after I take some antiemetics beforehand. not sure what else i want to say honestly.

I hope I get reincarnated in Equestria as a pony. I also hope I keep my memories of this life so that I'll be grateful I'm in Equestria and won't take anything for granted there. Though I'll probably need a lot of therapy if I do haha.

I've heard Caffeine OD sucks but I'm not sure I'd be able to get a gun and with N being impossible to find this is probably the best shot I have other than hanging since I have no idea where i'd hang myself from. I've also heard that SN sucks too, so there's that.

But even if it sucks, at least I'd CTRB (Cross the Rainbow Bridge) to Equestria which would be worth it.

I suppose I'm one of those types who believes you go where you want to go when you die.

So you are telling me you are okay to overdose using caffeine which is rare and no one talk about this method in this forum but you just say sn sucks without any research just from hearing about it, sn method has a lot of resources in this forum and documented experiences which you can read to completely understand about it

I just don't get it and make no sense to me

 

[To-Equestria]

So you are telling me you are okay to overdose using caffeine which is rare and no one talk about this method in this forum but you just say sn sucks without any research just from hearing about it, sn method has a lot of resources in this forum and documented experiences which you can read to completely understand about it

I just don't get it and make no sense to me

I've read that SN sucks in this forum and that it's not as peaceful as N is. I'll see if I can find where I read that.
I also don't have any way to access pure SN

 

[Vizzy]

I've read that SN sucks in this forum and that it's not as peaceful as N is. I'll see if I can find where I read that.

I didn't say sn is peaceful as N but sn ain't that bad

Sn and N are different, sn is a salt and N is a drug you can't compare these two

How many posts did you read before concluding that sn method sucks?

You can't come to conclusion that sn method sucks just by reading ignorant people who created a post without doing any research and most of them who created those posts are new members who have no idea what they talking about

You just joined this forum and first post you make with sn method sucks lol

 

[LittleJem]

ponies are the best. I have loved seeing ponies roam free in the New Forest.

 

[To-Equestria]

I didn't say sn is peaceful as N but sn ain't that bad

Sn and N are different, sn is a salt and N is a drug you can't compare these two

How many posts did you read before concluding that sn method sucks?

You can't come to conclusion that sn method sucks just by reading ignorant people who created a post without doing any research and most of them who created those posts are new members who have no idea what they talking about

Well I can't even get SN. It's not sold pure to individuals from what I can find but maybe I'm just shit at looking

ponies are the best. I have loved seeing ponies roam free in the New Forest.

What's the New Forest?

 

[LittleJem]

if you search this forum people are generally not reporting success with this method. Just a lot of very unpleasant vomiting. One person was vomiting for a week…
The New Forest is in the UK and ponies roam freely. Look up pictures.

 

[To-Equestria]

if you search this forum people are generally not reporting success with this method. Just a lot of very unpleasant vomiting. One person was vomiting for a week…
The New Forest is in the UK and ponies roam freely. Look up pictures.

It's too bad that the forum doesn't let new members use the search function until they've made a certain unknown amount of posts. Would be a lot easier for everyone if they could just search.

 

[Vizzy]

if you search this forum people are generally not reporting success with this method. Just a lot of very unpleasant vomiting. One person was vomiting for a week…

we have recorded reports of people who did sn methods successfully and some members have witnessed sn method using the video call

Vomiting for a week is way better than brain damage

 

[squirley]

Hmm interesting. I think i just on this one.
Good luck.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck, but probably this one will fail. There're way better methods.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't know what made you think that asprin OD is recommended if one wishes to ctb, just by using the search function I can read that it's a terrible idea, and anyway the posts on the forum about SN supposedly being a very terrible method are just fearmongering, SN is a reliable poison that many people have died from, it just sounds unpleasant to me and there's a reason as to why so many wish to obtain it. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[DazaiKinnie]

I hope that after I die I get to go to Equestria. I feel strange but also don't believe I can really fit in in this world. I don't really know where I'm going with all this other than it'd be nice to talk to other people about this. I know my friends will be sad and my family too.

I'm ordering a thing of 250 200mg caffeine pills off amazon. I plan on mixing all of them into a glass of water and swallowing it down after I take some antiemetics beforehand. not sure what else i want to say honestly.

I hope I get reincarnated in Equestria as a pony. I also hope I keep my memories of this life so that I'll be grateful I'm in Equestria and won't take anything for granted there. Though I'll probably need a lot of therapy if I do haha.

I've heard Caffeine OD sucks but I'm not sure I'd be able to get a gun and with N being impossible to find this is probably the best shot I have other than hanging since I have no idea where i'd hang myself from. I've also heard that SN sucks too, so there's that.

But even if it sucks, at least I'd CTRB (Cross the Rainbow Bridge) to Equestria which would be worth it.

I suppose I'm one of those types who believes you go where you want to go when you die.
Alternatively, I could OD on aspirin

I don't really recommend caffeine overdose, why? I tried it, and I have irregular heart rate, palpitation, and my hearts hurts like hell from effort, I have drunk as much caffeine as possible until I got sick for a few days. Unless you can reach a heart attack with your dose in the first try I won't recommend it to you, it's likely to cause more harm than kill you. As other people recommended you should get your hands on some SN if you can.