
SleepingLessons
Always sleepy
- Apr 29, 2023
- 56
I guess I was just wondering if any of you have just considered up and leaving as an alternative to CTB, for example leaving to another place or country, travelling around, or anything else similar. For me there's always been the urge or temptation to just disappear, and I know that logically it's no worse than CTB. But at the same time it comes with a lot of fear - it feels like if I'm going to choose life then I'm still bound by the responsibilities and burdens and I should either kill myself or learn to deal with them. Logically this just doesn't seem to hold up though.
So I guess I was just wondering if any of you have had similar thoughts and feelings, and what your views are?
So I guess I was just wondering if any of you have had similar thoughts and feelings, and what your views are?