hate that i wouldn’t be allowed to get a gun

[killmeiwannadie]

i live where i could easily get a gun if it weren't for my hospitalizations. i can get past si. i've done it before. i was just unsuccessful. i was in a hotel room and the only thing that last night but it was last minute. it wasn'ta plan i had. i tried partial but it was last minute and idk enough about it to get it right. it wasn't working. i think i could have succeeded if it wasn't so last minute and i'd been able to plan it out…if i had a gun i wouldn't even be here to make this post. wish i had gotten a gun way before. now it's too late

 

[FuneralCry]

That does sound like a frustrating situation to be in, I wish that we could all access our preferred method of choice, none of us should have to feel so trapped here. It's certainly very unfair how suicide methods get restricted and I very much hate how there is a lack of acceptance towards our right to die in this world.