has your suicidal thoughts caused you to live recklessly?

[kushykush]

well, yeah i guess
smoking, alcohol, weed
tbh i'm just doing whatever fulfills my wants cause i'm not gonna be here much longer to face the consequences

 

[ImsooDone1N]

yes, I take poor care of myself on purpose , often avoiding eating, terrible sleep, sh, I've caught diseases and didn't seek for help until they were too evolved, to anyone normal such constant pain would be torture, but all of that is nothing compared to the emotional pain I go through.

I'm so sorry, but I can relate to this very much- could have been written by me. I'm also abusing drugs & heroin isn't the best drug to mess with. Feels good tho.

 

[Ghostofthepast]

No I think it has only impacted my suicidal ways I have always been a reckless person never really been fearful

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

Yes, I overdosed and almost died a few days back because I didn't care too go off my prescriptions that had a dangerous reaction with the drug I was taking. Other than that I just say things I wouldn't ever say if I was serious about living or do things I'd never dream of doing without not caring with my life.

 

[DerOesi]

For me personally yes in the beginning. I thought my life was over and i didnt't care about anything anymore. Now its a little bit better but I still dont know whats the point of all of this anymore